I'm ok (I'm not ok)

{chapter one}

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Virgel POV

I'm crying on my bed. with my knees close to my chest and crying into my arms.

I'm having another anxiety attack. So that means THEY are going to be busy with him.

I use my magic and look in my past I see
my- US smiling, laughing, not worried about our future traits.

Why cant that happen again all of us smiling and laughing? Was it really me who ruined all if it? Am I really the bad guy? So many questions so little answer.

I calm down for now. How long has it been? 20 minutes I think. I sigh looking at my window, just wishing that all of this was just a big nightmare. Wishing that I could go back to where I had a real famILY.

Where we made tapes that we made for each other for the future. Tapes that would prove that we were a family.

I lay down looking at my ceiling. Wishing that if I just close my eyes I would be greeted with my famILY

Hehehe famILY, dad would be so proud.

I hear a loud knock and i'm guessing that's Roman to come in to insult me. I put my ear puds in and turn on 'her last words' to just block out the knocking.

Roman POV

I keep on knocking on Virgel's door repeatedly trying to make him open the door.

"Yep he has officially locked us out" I say to Patton and Logan that are standing next to me.

"When is he goimg realize that we're doing this for Thomas" Logan says.

"probably because he's a coward" Patton says crossing his arms.

"Should we just go down stairs just to check on Thomas" I say looking back at the door that has a storm cloud.

"That seems alright to me" Patton says smiling.

"Me too" Logan says.

"Ok lets go" I say as long towards down stairs with Patton and Logan.

Virgel POV

When the song ended i hear footsteps walking away. I get ear puds out and hear them fade away.

"Why does this have to happen to me of all the sides" I whisper to my self.

I turn toward my wall and cry.

Why am I always the bad guy

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