"I think there's no more chemistry between us"
There you have it. The nicest way to dump someone. Raymond. My first and best yet hot boyfriend ever wants to dump me. I was expecting this to happen. He was there. He witness everything. I bet he hates me. Oh well.
"I know what you're thinking but it's not because of last summer. You are the first girl that I've fell really hard on but..."
"But what? I'm a humiliation to you aren't I?" I didn't let him finish. I'm sick with my life. I'm sick with stupid love words and people who lie.
"It's not that way it's just that..." he continues.
"Save your words for someone better. If you want to break up with me then just say it" I feel like bursting into tears right now but I can't cry in front of him. I can't show him that I'm weak. No, I'm stronger than this, I said to myself. I only look down. I don't dare to look at him.
"I'm sorry, Ana" is all I heard before I heard footsteps walking away. That's all I have. I lost my bestfriend, I lost my friends and the person who I thought would always stay by me is gone too. I lost everything. He promised me he'll always trust me but I think he thinks I'm a disaster. I think I'm a monster. A monster who'll gobbled up everything or person who'll always mess up things.
I just lean against the wall. I don't know what to do. I feel so lonely. Suddenly tears fall from my eyes. 'Poor you,' said a voice in my head. 'This is what you get for being a loser,' it keeps saying. 'Shut up!' I said. But the voice started laughing. 'Shut up!' The laughter becomes louder. My tears just won't stop falling. Why is everyone doing this to me? Why me? What did I do wrong? No one was there to hear me. I was alone.
*****
Last night
It was raining cats and dogs
But the next day
The sun shines so bright
Like how she smiles
Because no one
Ever knows the truth
That lies behind her smile
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I'm still sad about the breakup though. Luckily in English class today, Mrs. Anderson told us to learn more about poetry so each and every student must send atleast a poem a week. Sounds easy to me but the hardest part is (actually it's not that hard) we need to find a partner, a writing partner. I wonder who the heck whould ever want to be with me. She said it would be easier if everyone work together and communicate with each other and share ideas to make that poem sounds magnificient. I hope I won't have any partner because I don't feel like sharing my ideas with anyone.
I went back home late today. I need to catch up all my homeworks and studies. Eventhough it is just for a week I feel so lost in class. Luckily I'm a fast learner. Didn't took much time to catch up everything. I can still do some revisions at home.
'Mom I'm going back a little bit late today. Got some work at school. -Ana'
I texted mom incase she worries about me which I doubt she does. I went to a shopping mall near my school. I think I could have a time of my own after everything that happened.
"How about watch a movie? Sounds fun" I said to myself while walking to the cinema.
I really wanted to watch the Transformer because I've never missed each new movie of Transformer. I look at the time and there's only five minutes left before the movie start. Oh well I can still catch it. So I bought a ticket.
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Oh no, oh no, I'm late! I'm seriously late! How can I didn't realize the time? I scold myself for playing the games at the arcade to long. 'No time for buying popcorn' I told myself as I run to the cinema.
"Ouch!" I hit someone. Oh no, please, not now. I'm late! When I look down her coke had spilled. I'm so in deep trouble.
"I... I am really sorry! I'm in a hurry, sorry!" Then I heard her mumble something but I didn't hear what she said.
"Seems like I'm not gonna have a drink later" she said then I quickly look up. Her voice sounds familiar.
"Wait, you're the canteen boy right?" She was looking at me. I can't believe it. It is really her. Ana. I just nodded. Suddenly I was speechless
"I really love to talk with you but my movie had started ten minutes ago. I got to go. Again, sorry for your coke!" With that I quickly run to the entrance of the cinema.
"Phew, I thought I would never make it" as I take my breath, a girl sat next to me.
"Hey! It's you again. Can't believe we're watching the same movie" she said, whispering to me.
"What a coincidence" I replied back and I just smile. Both of us kept silent during the whole movie. That was weird.
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Hey I hope you guys like my story so far. Any questions? please mind my grammar mistakes. Love ya!
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Behind The Secrets
Fantasy"She can't talk, she writes" "He can't tell, he writes" Maybe some things are just meant to be undiscovered
