The Crazy House

The Fallout.

HELLO!!! This chapter will have alot of stuff, some bad some good who knows but i promise there is always a reason. OK ANYWAYS!! LETTTSSSSS GOOOOOO!

   Star's POV

     We got all of that GREED stuff situated. He lives in the basement and is usually never around but we don't mind, kinda reminds all of us of when Tex moved in. Hell we still barely see him and the other two, except for like food because food is always needed. Though right now is not the time to even be thinking about that. Me and Vinne have been fighting all day and I'm just about done with it. So i made a decision.

"WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DRINK! WHY CANT YOU JUST BE NORMAL!" yelled Vinne. 'I've had enough' i thought. "Get out. Get out of this house, get out of my life, and stay away from my kids! I don't always drink. I went out once and the only reason you're even YELLING!! Is because i went with Nayc and I'm done. If you can't let me hang out with my friends then leave! Because i don't want you to hold me down anymore! " I finally said. I let out a sigh after ranting and i didn't even notice that i held my breath basically the whole time. Vinne left without a word, but it didn't stop me from noticing the tears that clouded his eyes. I don't care anymore. He does this to much and I'm done not being able to be with the people that i care about and that care about me because he's jealous and doesn't trust me.

As if on cue the door opens and i see Nayc. "Hey what just happened, all i heard was him yelling and then he stormed out." He asked. "We're done. It's over. I left him and he isn't coming back." "Holy shit. Are you o-" he stopped talking and hugged me. I was shocked and didn't understand why until I realized that i was actually crying over this. I guess it hurt me more than i thought. So i held onto Nayc and just sobbed.

2 Hours Later...

  I finally stopped crying but realized i was laying down now and looked up. Nayc was.... reading?????? Wtf. He fucking reads? Like actual books!? He looked at me and set the book down. "Hey shorty how you feelin?" I almost wanted to punch his stupid face for calling me short, but i was too tired at this point to even, care.

"Better. Thanks i needed someone so, yea... just thanks." I'm happy to know that he has a heart sometimes. "I'm here ok. I'm gonna go downstairs to make Cyan cook because i don't feel like doing anything right now. Cya around..... Shorty." He said leaving quickly but with the biggest shit eating grin ever. "Fucker." I mumbled. Out of nowhere i hear "SHORT STACK!!!" i yell in aggravation and flop back to the bed. Yet i have the biggest smile plastered on my face. "He really knows how to cheer me up sometimes."

Then i remembered the book. I look over and pick it up. I didn't know whether i wanted to cry or laugh but i did both because the title of the book was
'How to cheer up a friend in grief.'
I looked at the page he left off on it was page three.
'If they lost someone they loved give them something else to love.'
I looked at the title and saw that "something" was crossed out and above it was a scribbled 'SOMEONE'. I didn't quite understand but honestly i didn't care. I set it back down and then went downstairs. I didn't realize how long i had been upstairs for but the food smells amazing, dinner must be almost done now.

"Hey tex!" I say entering the kitchen. "YOWFAT LOGURT!" was all he said then ran into his room where i can hear him and the other boys burst into laughter. 'I don't understand them sometimes. ' i thought. I look over and see Cyan making the table for us and the kids. HOLY SHIT THE KIDS... how will i tell them. I guess i will at dinner. "Hey Cyan, smells good." "Yup. It's frozen waffles today because we need to go shopping." He says. I love waffles so i don't really mind and so do the kids. 'I knew i wasn't up there that long heh.'
As we all start eating it was already out. "Mommy where is daddy?" Asked Hope. I could see GREED watching and listening but i didn't really care right now. "Well I'm going to tell you this but you have to be strong ok sweety. Me and daddy broke up. He left and he isn't really coming back, but i promise I'll be here ok sweety. I'll always be right here." To be honest i expected tears but she was ok. "Ok mommy as long as you promise not to leave me!" She was such an angel. The perfect little girl.

I heard a loud slam! I looked over and seen that Crim was no longer in his chair. "Oh no. I gotta go ok, can you watch her and make sure she eats all her food and the fruit. I gotta go check on him." I say to Cyan. "Yea no problem go, go." He is always such a help even if he has Vincent.
As i got upstairs i knocked on his door. "Hey. Honey? Can i come in?"
"NO! GO AWAY!" He yelled. I was so shocked he is usually quiet. I went against his words and went in anyways since we don't have locks on the kids bedrooms. "GET OUT! I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU!" He yelled more. I was done.

"STOP YELLING! Talk to me now! Please." He looked up and i noticed his broken face. His eyes were blood shot from all the crying in this short amount of time. "He was the only normal thing i had! He may not have been my real dad but he was the best dad! At least he cared!!"
I stumbled back and tried to process this. "Y.. you know? How?" I ask.
"Because mom. I found the letters you never sent to him. He doesn't even know he's my fucking dad!!!" "LANGUAGE YOUNG MAN! I know you're mad but you shouldn't use such words." I explained.
"Whatever. Maybe i should just go down there and tell him. Maybe he will love me too OR MAYBE IF I TELL HIM YOU'LL KICK HIM OUT OF MY LIFE TOO!" He yelled. "Stop it!" I sighed. "Crim, baby. He can't know. I don't know what he would do if i told him. He isn't someone you can just tie down. I promise i will tell him ok. Just not yet, but you can't ok. Will you be ok sweety? I know this is hard but he wasn't always nice to me honey you gotta know that. He yelled alot and mommy couldn't take it hon." I say calmly.

"I know mom. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell i just, I'm just mad that my real dad doesn't even know he is my real dad." "I know sweety. I'll tell him in the future ok." I say. "How far?" He says"What?"

"How far in the future mom?" He asks. "When  he is ready. Could be years or days but when he is ready ok." "Ok." He replies.
"Now lets go finish off those waffles before Cyan eats them all." I state and he giggles.

After we went downstairs we finished up dinner, though i noticed Cyan was gone.. huh. I cleaned whilst Cyan went and watched a movie in the living room with the kids and the boys who actually came out of their room for once. I don't know where Cyan was and he didn't tell me but it's fine because he is back. "Things will get better soon" i say under my breath. I take a sip of my drink which happened to be cola and vodka with ice. I tool some from Nayc's shelf. 'He shouldn't mind he knows i need it.' I thought.

"I really don't drink that often. Only once or twice a month. He is just jealous. Scared of the history i had and started not trusting me. He knew who Crims dad was but never said anything either, but it made him resent him and not trust me anymore." I say to myself. I'm really tired so after i finish cleaning i go upstairs and tuck the kids in because the movie also finished and went for my bed. Before i closed my eyes to sleep i realized something.

The book was gone. I smile to myself thinking about how Nayc is probably still reading that thing right now. He usually comes out at night anyways. I fall asleep with a stupid smile on my face for the rest of the night.

TADAH! Holy Jesus this was long lol. Ok i have another chapter coming soon and i Hope you guys enjoyed this one! I loved making it. As always shout out to J! The man who made this story possible.