Its not always easy for me to tell you how I fear you, See I'm afraid of not having you but with you I'm afraid that ill lose who the people see in me... how I see myself. They say in life that it is important to focus on the joys in life, but how can I? I don't understand why people only want to see the good when life is hard and seems that we only fall into a rhythm when we are beat into submission with the news and the tragedy's before our eyes. Is this truly joy? is this truly you, I have never seen you yet I'm told "if you just smile" that's I would find you alongside with me... I have never truly felt only you so how can I make myself only feel you?
