I was lost in thoughts. And I loved it. I loved getting away from my life for a while and living any life I wanted. Trust me, my imagination was the best place to be.
Ren and I had gotten home a while ago and she had fallen asleep on my bed immediately. I had tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. I knew my parents were going to know finally that I snuck the car out early in the morning cause Renae was here direct from the airport and her car wasn't.
I thought of what to tell them and couldn't come up with anything,( yes, I couldn't lie to save myself) and decided to leave that for Ren, she was the one who always came up with the stories.
After roaming around in my head for a while, defeating all the evil, saving all the gentle men in distress and making good reign on the earth of my imagination, I finally felt myself falling asleep.
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I couldn't breathe. Why couldn't I breathe?!. Shit!! I can't breathe.
With all the strength I had, I pushed the weight off of my face that was trying to kill me.
"Renae?!!" I shout out the culprits name.
"what?, you wouldn't wake up" she shrugs. She actually has the guts to shrug after literally almost becoming a murderer few seconds ago.
"so what? You decided to end my life so I wouldn't wake up ever?! " I glare at her
"you're being dramatic, I wasn't going to kill you, you're like my other half babe" I sigh. I was almost murdered and now accused of being dramatic over my own life.
Fine maybe I was a bit dramatic, but I wasn't going to accept that now that I still felt like I would have died a few mins ago.
After the whole fiasco Ren and I went down for lunch and luckily my parents weren't home.
"sooo... What are we gonna tell my parents?"
"simple, you got an uber to the airport, then another one back"
"jeez, how come I couldn't think of that" I roll my eyes at how my brain couldn't come up with something as simple as that..
"whatever. So what are we doing tomorrow?!" now let me tell you exactly what this question means. It says :"I don't care if you're free or not, but I do hope that for your sake you're prepared mentally, physically and emotionally for me dragging you around to everywhere and anywhere for as long as I want" I sigh because hearing that and knowing exactly what it means makes me tired already.
Ren and I were alike in so many ways and different in all the other ways. Ren loved to be outdoors, I had nothing against it, in fact I loved it too but just not the way she does. I loved it in the way you sit on a swing and enjoy whatever is before you, or how you stroll on the beach or even how you just lie on the grass and stare at the stars. Ren loved it in a different way, she could turn a garden into a really cool party place in few hours, she could use anything nature had to make anything she wanted, and she always wanted to party.
I preferred to stay in though. To read a book, to draw an image or write a song. To watch movies and eat as much as I could and to sleep all my sorrows away. Well you can guess how Ren feels about that.
But, because we love each other, we make those huge sacrifices. I go out with her, and other times she does what I want. Trust me those are really huge sacrifices.
"Fine. But next week's my week" I say getting up and walking into the kitchen to grap some food.
"You know that guy is hot!" Ren shrieks
I sigh because we've already had this conversation 3 times today.
"Yes, he is. Even I can't deny that" I turn around to face her.
"uh huh. You know what else is hot?" she winks at me and I know what she's thinking so I decide to go along with her.
So giddily I say
"He and I getting together? And falling in love and having little babies and living on an island?"
"yes! Yes! That would be so hot. And I get to be the babies God mother, oh I'm going to spoil your kids. And the wedding, its gonna be the best in
....." I stop listening to her and just watch as she jumps around my kitchen, planning my wedding. This girl is trying to take over my life.
Well this wouldn't be the first wedding of mine she's planned, there was Richard in fifth grade, Donny in high school and Adam, my prom date.
"Ro, did you hear a word i said?" oh she finally noticed she was taking to herself.
"yes babe, every single word" I smile at her
"no you didn't"
"yes I did"
"what did I say"
"a lot of things that are never gonna happen" and after saying that I wink at her and walk out. Talk about a dramatic exit..
Guysss I'm so sorry. This chapter is terrible I know. I've had writers block and I'm almost at the point of dropping the story, but I won't. The others would be better I promise 😁😁
