How i wish walking in the aisle and change vows with him, loving a man for almost 18 years those memories of us, but my wishes to be his bride not come true im not his bride im just a bride's maid how pathetic is that.
Ruel Montelbano the man i love and Kristina Monarba my Bestfriend
Well i can't change the fact that Ruel fall in love with Kristina i can't change it anymore i should accept it, that Ruel won't love me back
"you may now kiss the bride" fuck! I can't watch that scene
Umiwas ako ng tingin ng mag lalapat na ang kanilang mga labi, ano ito parusa? Yes, im a bad person but heck not like this it's torturing me so bad
Ng matapos na ang kissing scene nag palakpakan na ang lahat, nag alisan na rin ang iba para pumunta sa venue syempre umalis na rin ako ayoko mang pumunta pero no choice brides maid ako.
Ng makarating na ako sa venue lahat organized talagang pinaghandaan ang kasalan
Maya maya ay dumating na ang dalawa, halata sa kanilang dalawa na masaya sila, my eyes gazed to Ruel and he look at me fuck! My heart beat so fast i should stop my feelings toward Ruel i don't want to ruin both of them
Umiwas na agad ako ng tingin at pumunta sa lamesa kung saan may bakante pa, lahat ng bisita masaya para sa kanilang dalawa im happy too pero fifty fifty nga lang
"ladies and gentlemen let's all give a warming applause to our newly wed Ruel Montelbano and Kristina Monarba- Montelbano" lahat nag palakpakan may nag sisigawan pa at alam kong mga kaibigan iyon ni Ruel
Lahat ng bisita pinagtritripan ang dalawa, kiss daw ulit
"kiss! Kiss! Kiss!"
Napa irap nalang ako kasi ang iingay nila why they just shut there mouth and eat foods or drink some wine? Naiirita lang ako
Dapat pala di nalang ako lumingon sa pwesto nila, they are kissing! Lue don't you ever cry
"that is so sweet Mr and Mrs. Montelbano but can you give us a heart melting speech?" makakapatay ako ng host ngayong gabi na ito
"well first of all i would like to thank you all for coming to our wedding, this is very special day for me because i already married a beautiful woman in the whole universe, love i love you so much i can't live without you, you are my strength, my oxygen, and my world"
Naramdaman kong may mainit na tumutulo sa pisnge ko ngayon, bakit ganun? I should be happy hindi dapat ako nasasaktan ngayon, tama na Lue sinasaktan mo lang ang sarili mo
"i want to thank to all of you, hindi ko na ito papahabain pa to my parent thank you even im a brat daughter you're still there for me caring me and now that im a married woman and soon to be a mommy too, tatandaan ko lahat ng alaga niyo sa akin when i was a baby i love you mommy and daddy, and of course i won't forget this person she's like my older sister for me, my savior, my best friend Shantal thank you so much for everything alam kong mahirap para sayo ito kasi alam mo na yun hahaha but i love you so much" hit you Lue
Ngumiti lang ako bago uminom ng red wine, fuck!
Aalis na sana ako but kristana told me to stay and enjoy the party, psh party my ass paano ako sasaya kung yung lalaking gusto ko nag pakasal na
"masamang mag lasing"
Tumingin ako sa nag salita, at sana di nalang ako tumingin puta, isang gwapong waiter lang naman ang nakita ko
"it's non of your business" sagot ko bago lumagok at tuluyan ng umalis sa pwesto ko, di naman kami close
Sasabihan ko na sana si kristina na uuwi na ako pero diko siya makita, nasaan ba yung babae na yun?
"hey..." napa hinto ako ng marinig ko ang boses niya, my heart beat so fucking fast! Stop stupid heart
"amm.. if you're looking for kristina she's at the restroom" lumingon ako sa kaniya, he's really handsome
"okay, by the way tell kristina i have to go" he just nodded at me kaya umalis na ako duon
Shit i want to hug him so tight pero wala ako sa posisyon ko para gawin ang bagay na iyon, yes we're friends but that was before dahil ngayon hindi ko na nagagawa ang bagay na iyon
Ng makarating na ako sa Mansion ay walang nag bago may masamang hangin parin ang nag lalakbay
"so you're here na pala" i looked at her with my bored impression, im not in my mood to argue with her
I walked pass at her without saying "yes sister im home" she's not my real sister hindi ko siya kadugo, and i don't want to be her sister
"is that the way you say 'hi' to your ATE, shantal" bakit ba hindu nalang siya manahimik
"don't start it venus im not in my mood" sabay irap ko sa kaniya
Umakyat na ako sa aking kwarto, i feel exhausted right now humiga na ako sa aking kama, sobra akong pagod ngayon
Actually, gusto ko ng umalis sa bahay na ito pero hindi pwede, this is my house... My mom house and i won't let those crazy creature win!
I looked at my side table where the picture of my mom
"i wish you were here mom" theres a tears fall from my eyes, i miss her so much
"SHANTAL!!"
I heard my name shouted by someone and i know who's that person
"don't shout my name bitch" she laugh at me may kasama pang hampas iyon kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin
"sorna naman, oh kamusta ang kasal? Napigilan mo ba?" itong babae na ito walang preno ang bibig kainis
"what are you talking about? You are really a bitch"
"wag mo nga akong ini-inglis jan! Pinag usapan na natin yan diba?" im the one who laughing now
Bethy is manang daughter, she's two years older at me pero ayaw niyang tinatawag siyang ate dahil di naman daw niya iyon kapatid
"bwiset ka, pero anong naramdaman mo nung nakita mong ininakasal na yung dalawa?" makakapatay ako ng tao ngayon, wala talagang preno ang bibig ng isang ito
"well im happy for the both of them of course, yes its hurt for my side but i rather break my own heart than break his heart and also kristina"
"kahit heart at happy lang naintindihan ko sayo alam kong nasasaktan ka, tawa walwal tayo libre mo syempre" aayaw na sana ako dahil pagod ako pero sige para maka limot ako kahit sandali
Nang makarating na kami sa isang sikat na bar ay tuwang tuwa ang kasama ko, ang dami raw kasing kasing gwapo
"wala akong nakikitang gwapo" Ruel is the most handsome and gentleman person I've met in my whole life
I let her dancing and drinking wine pero syempre i won't let guys touch her
Beth is a pretty lady, alagang alaga siya ni manag nag iisang anak lang kasi kagaya ko, kaya mag ka sundo kami
"one margarita" i order, hindi naman ako mag lalasing gusto ko lang uminom tsaka, bawal akong mag lasing wala ako sa bahay at kasama ko pa si beth
"parang kanina lang nag lalasing ka tapos mag lalasing ka ulit? Broken kaba?" napatingin ako sa katabi ko at nakita ko ang isang bartender na hawak ang inorder kong Margarita
"parang kanina lang din pinakealaman mo ako tapos ngayon papakielaman mo nanaman ako" kanina pa ito, kala mo naman close kami
I should call him the 'pakielemerong waiter or bartender?' fuck
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