I met Jax in the end of my freshmen year. He was a senior, he was going to college soon. He was a dark, muscular built, short aggressive guy. We had a very ambiguous relationship even though we were never together. Me and Jax were in a strict sex only relationship. There were strict rules for me to follow and if I didn't follow them I would be punished. The rules were simple, close to rules in a relationship. His punishments varied from air restriction to being blind folded and teased till I couldn't take it any more. Sometimes I would make him mad on purpose just to get a reaction out of him. Some parts of me knew that I would have to let him go sooner or later.
Summer had just began and I didn't expect to hear from jax. It was summer and I thought that we had broke things off after he graduated. He was always straight forward in his request from me. It was almost like I was his slave. I almost always obeyed everything he told me. When I didn't obey his wishes he would calmly respond and later I would pay. The only times I saw him were when we had sex nothing outside of that. In the beginning of this " relationship " I was strict on the rules. I didn't want to get hurt, not again.
When Jax and I had sex it was rough and satisfying, but it was something about when he would be angry that would draw me in. He was serious about everything he said he was to do to me. When we texted he would say all the things he would do to me. Especially when I had a attitude with him, those were the nights I grew to love. But it wasn't always like this. During the end of school year when we would have our after school soirées, the sex wasn't as aggressive it was more playful. But the summer nights were filled wit aggression and passion.
I had a friend that I would always go to whenever I felt sad or down. We had attraction that was deep also but not as deep as with Jax. His name was Gwen and we had became very close to each other, he was also a senior. He was skinny and had a voice that could shake a rooms walls. Whenever I felt sad I would always end up at Gwen's house. We would have sex and I would temporarily feel better but, sooner or later the guilt would tip in. One day I was texting Jax in Instagram DM and we were just having our normal sex related conversations. The topic of when was the last we had sex popped up. He told me that the last time that he had sex was with me. I told him the last time I had sex was with Gwen. He immediately became upset and asked why I didn't call him instead. I didn't think he would be this angry with me. I answered all of his questions honestly, that was a terrible idea. Soon after all the questions had stopped he did this one thing that drove me crazy. He became calm and just replied "ok bet". I started to panic because such little words meant so much. I started frantically apologizing and saying it didn't mean anything but in reality Gwen always had a special space in my heart. Not to mention that Jax and Gwen knew each other from sports they played together. They were the top players on the team and always competed against each other. Hours went by and I didn't here from Jax and I was kinda worried. Then that night he texted me saying that I was to get up early to so I could come over. I said okay but I was terrified of what he would do to me. I thought about procrastinating but I knew it would only make it worst on my end.
The next morning came and I woke up in cold sweats. My anxiety had been so high all night I barley got any sleep. I waited for him to text me that morning. The message popped up around 8:30 and it said " wake up its time for ur punishment". My stomach dropped to what had felt like my ass. I got out of bed and took my shower I shaved and moisturised all over. I was doing my normal routine to prepare myself for the day. I turned on my music and started to dance and try to shake the anxiety off. It wasn't that useful but it helped a little. He sent me my Lyft and I was on the verge of a anxiety attack the whole ride to his house.
As I stood in front of his house I was literally about to piss myself he opened the door. His face didn't seem mad at all, I was confused. He seemed happy to see me. I never really saw Jax smile but this one time. I walked in and started walking to his room. I got in the room and noticed he wasn't behind me. I sat my bag down and sat on the edge of his bed looking like a chicken about to be killed. He walked in the room and sat down. He turned on mortal combat 11 gameplay and laid down. I laid beside him and attempted cuddling with him. I put my leg on his stomach and scrolled through my instagram feed. We didn't even speak word to each. We didn't ever talk much in person. Just through text. As I laid on his chest I slowly started dozing off and the out of no where he gripped my neck. It caught me off guard, but it wasn't surprising. He chocked me and whispered in my ear " is daddy's dick not good enough for you?". I didn't know how to respond to such a crude question. I just whispered back "Yes". Some way he knows that I didn't really care for the cause of him being mad. So he tightened his grip and said " don't lie to daddy". I just looked him in his eyes and said nothing. He flipped me over on to my stomach, he asked if I was ready, Of course I said no. He flipped me over and ripped my leggings and underwear off. He grabbed my neck and pushed my head down to his already hard dick. I sucked his dick and loved hearing him moan for me, the only time I felt dominant was when I sucked his dick. I had the power to take his soul. He stopped me and kissed me. He flipped me onto my back and pinned my legs down. Just from the aggression I was wet. His strokes started off slow and long. But it started to speed up, I put my hand on his stomach for him to slow back down. He grabbed both of my hands and pinned them next to my ankles. He said that this was what I get for disobeying him. He looked me in my tear filled eyes and just smiled. At that point I knew he was literally insane, but secretly I loved every second of it. A weird feeling started to happen, it felt like I had to pee. Little did I know that was body wanting cum. I could here my pussy getting wetter and the sound get louder. Jax knew what was happening and he stopped. He flipped me over to my stomach, put a pillow under my stomach. He dug is hands into the arch of my back. Immediately of insertion I came. My body started violently shaking and I squirted for the first time ever. My body collapsed and he proceeded. It felt like it was never going to end. I had never came before. It was so unfamiliar to me. "Don't think you done , we not finished!" He said in my ear. Holding back my moans wasn't a choice anymore, they just came out of me. He pulled out and pulled my lifeless body to the top of the bed and he covered my body with a blanket. I quickly fell asleep.
When I woke up I just stared at the ceiling and wondered what the fuck just happened. Jax turned around and kissed my forehead and came to lay down next to me. I asked what time it was he said " quarter to 1", I had been sleep for a whole hour. I drank a bottle of water and tried walking. I fell asleep again but I was woken up. I had to leave because he had to go to work in a little while. But he said he will give me the rest of my punishment another day. That day never came. He helped me down the stairs and into the car and he drove me home.
