The shy one

Scaring myself

She has those pretty big brown eyes although within them are so many dark lies. Scared to speak through all the anger never wanting to start the heat but she still has those pretty little red lines all lined up on her thighs.

Fakes a smile for everyone so they don't ask anything. Hides away not thinking of anyone just those feelings inside.

She just wants someone to notice her. Someone to care without those lies in their eyes. She just wants to take that knife and go right through it all. All those lies they tell her get inside her mind.

Those pretty big brown eyes with all her dark lies will kill anyone who gets in her way. Those eyes and the person behind them have so many secrets that will kill her and anyone who stands in her way...

She's just a little girl living alone. Got her "mommy" and "daddy" there but she's on her own.

Just a girl hiding under the covers trying her best to block the screams.

Just a teen hiding herself with a smile blocking out the world with her "emo" music...Just 14 still paints that smile wile painting her thighs.

15 wearing hoodies and jeans everyday barley speaking cause she's afraid.

Afraid of what she will say. Barely wanted but for some reason still fighting.Got older now, judged by those scars all over her body still making more.

Hiding from her baby girl so she doesn't take after her poor little mother. Skin and bones her life is on the edge. Finally found the person to make the light although she's too far gone. Leaves her baby girl to him. With a note and this poem.

Take care my love. When you came I was already gone don't let luna do the same

With all these words and meaning within them that I didn't know I just shocked myself with what I wrote.

Everything I am is all of what I make. I'm the shy girl who will surprise you.