Hello? Is anyone out there? It's so dark in here...
Let's start with some basics...
My name is Cambrie Sue Lotsbaich.
I am 16 years old.
I grew up in Elkhart Indiana.
I still remember my old address.
29327 Summer Field Lane Elkhart Indiana
I now live in Michigan. I'm afraid I won't give out that address...
For 2 years I lived with my grandparents and then my parents divorced.
They have been divorced for 3 years... I am still in the middle.
I am a junior in high school and I play two sports.
I have been through a lot.
I am trapped in a eternal darkness.
I call it broken.
I act like things are getting better but they are just getting darker.
I smile, I laugh, I act positive, but I am an excellent actress...
I am broken-hearted and depressed.
I am broken and lost
I am consumed by darkness.
I lose the ones I love most
I move around a lot
I never beg anyone to stay
That's a lie
I begged Logan Xavier Eastman to stay but it wasn't enough
I begged him to stay but he told me he wasn't good enough for me...
That was a lie told by him...
I believe he knew he was falling head over heels and he got scared so he left...
I'm not mad
thats another lie
I don't think about him anymore
there's another one
I don't love him
and another
These are the Lies I tell myself to make it through the day...
