c u t | Seungjin ✔

ending (1)

this is the last chapter, if you want me to make a sequel, told me so. i will gladly do it. I'm sorry if the ending don't satisfy you, im really bad at ending a story. and also this story is inspired by 'don't cut'. yall can play the music to get more emotional. please so enjoy! :) thankyou!

the next day, seungmin was feeling better. better then the other days. it was different this time, and hyunjin felt happy about it. hyunjin told him to go first while he goes to the principle's room. he agreed and went inside his class.

it was all doing great until the break time is over. he bid his goodbyes with his friends and boyfriend. felix and hyunjin took chemistry, jisung took physics and seungmin obviously biology. what's more surprising? there's kangjun.

as they separated ways, he happily went inside the classroom, but it was all soon over. the students sternly look at him and he doesn't know what going on. he was so confused, not until he saw a video of him, pushing away his mother.

it's not pushing physically, his mother just wanted him back, she wants him to be in her family and live happily. seungmin didn't want it, so he left her behind.

"you're such a bad son."
"can't you see it in her eyes?"
"so disrespectful,"

tears were flowing out, he dropped his things and ran out of the school.

-"cuz nobody seems to get you, you feel it on your own"

he sent hyunjin a text

im so sorry and i love you.

he wiped his nonstop flowing tears. he went to his house, taking out the key and entered. there's no one, everyone is at their work. seungmin sobbed, he looked around the house and finally made a decision.

he weakly went to the bathroom, he locked the door and turned on the water tape. it was now fully covered by water. he took the razor blade and throw himself on the bathtub.

"i-im so sorry, i couldn't keep your promise.."

with that, he cut deep into his arm. another one and another, and another and.. another. he cried out loud, saying he's sorry. he's sorry for everything. minutes had passed, his vision was blurry little did he know, he passed out.

hyunjin on the other hand, got his text. he read it. he sighed. he would always get this kind of text from seungmin. only when he's mad or stressed out. he wanted to go out and comfort seungmin, but he can't. he has a test and he can't go out.

sooner or later, he has thise feeling where his stomach just punching, burning and churning inside him. he had a really bad feeling. so he ran out of the class, ignoring the teacher's yelling. felix saw him and apologized to teacher then he followed hyunjin. he stopped by jisung's class and they ran after hyunjin.

"what's wrong?" asked jisung as they were running. felix shook his head, "seungmin. i saw he sent a text to hyunjin."

as they arrived, hyunjin saw the front door was opened, "fuck," he mumbled, tears started to flow out. he ran inside and called for seungmin's name. no answers. he heard the water running inside the bathroom.

he knocked one,
twice,
thrice
no answer.

he broke the doorknob and there lies seungmin, lifeless. hyunjin immediately took him out of the bathtub, crying, praying.

jisung and felix arrived. jisung fell onto the ground, tears coming out, felix's eyes went red, shaking lips. he didn't want to show it. because he remembers what seungmin told him, "never cry when i got hurt. promise me that," he immediately wiped his tears.

"call the ambulance!!" shouted hyunjin. jisung quickly nodded his head and called the ambulance, he was shivering.

felix slowly walked into the room. he dropped himself besides seungmin's body. he grabbed his arms that full of cuts. a tear rolled down on his cheek.

"t-t-the ambulance will come i-in seconds."

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running, crying, sniffing can be heard as a group of men approaching the boys. chan asked the jisung, "w-what happened?"

he didn't answer. he was too shocked to even talk. he couldn't speak. he sighed and asked the same thing to felix and as expected there's no answer.

"oh please god! tell me what happened?!"
"hyunjin-"

suddenly a boy cried out loud, running to their place, "why didn't you call me? i was really worried to see blood in the bathroom!" it was jeongin. woojin hugged his and patted his back, "it's okay it's okay.."

"jeongin, do you know what's going on here?"

"i-i don't know.. t-the only thing that i knew was.. seungmin cuts." he sobbed. the others stopped moving.

"i-is that true boys?" asked minho. they silently nodded their heads.

"oh.. my god.." chan broke into tears.

minutes later, a doctor came out, "kim seungmin?"

"y-yes?" hyunjin immediately got up. the doctor looked at him, feeling so guilty, he really don't want to say this, but he had to.

"I'm sorry for your lost."

he fell into the ground. and again, tears began to form.
"i failed to protect him."
his world, his boy, the love of his life,
he failed to protect him,
or so he thought.

"you lied.." he whispered, hoping seungmin heard it.