Lost girl

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The water was hitting my like a burning fire.I collapsed to the base of the tub.Its all my fault.MY FUCKING GOD DAM FAULT.I could hear the chatter between jughead and Archie but all that was on my mind was seeing the empty baby crib.I would walk past it day by day.UGH.I kicked the fossett of the tub causing blood to leak out of my foot.I should have been more careful.The water was now pink around me.Splashing against my round tummy that was now empty.I should have been more careful.I tugged my legs to my chest and shivered of the thought.I heard someone scatter across the house.He then opened the door and took all his clothes off only leaving his boxers on.He got in the tub and cradled me.He just let me cry and he was fine with it."Juggie it's all my fault.She could have lived if it wasn't for me!"He rubbed my head."Its not your fault Betty she couldn't have made it either way Even if you were super careful"It would look like the water was filling up the tub but it was really my tears.Juliet.Our baby was now gone.I had killed it.4 months pregnant.I had woken up from a nap and fainted.Woke up.She was gone."Juggie I want to do something special for her something we can do to remember her plz"I could only sniffle up so many words."Of course we can but what are we gonna do?" 1 week later.
I had locked the room that was once for my child.I couldn't bare looking at it.I stayed sitting in front of my window looking as the wind blew the flowers one way then the next.I had planted beautiful cherry blossoms for my dear Juliet.Jughead came and wrapped his arms around me."I miss her too"he said in a song like voice.I missed her so much.Now I'm stuck wearing a diaper like underwear as I watch her remainders flow outta me.Jughead had no idea how much I missed her but he felt my sorrow and I knew I could share that with him.

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