I'm so sorry (part 2 final )

Season 2 ep 1 : you don't get it.......you don't know how it feels.....

Adrien's pov:
3 days now , I haven't eaten a single thing . Even thought the asshole gave me , no.....FORCE ME to eat food , I still refuse. It's nothing compared to Marinette's home cook meals.
I felt like a animal that is trap in a zoo , my friend come and visit me but between a glass wall. I just felt no freedom , my arms and legs are tied back . I when I moved I look like a fucking worm .
Every day at 3:00pm my friends will come and visit . They just asked me how my day is , wow yea it's been good me stuck in here ,can not move at all , crying my eyes out, can't sleep . Yea couldn't go better .
Is this how he treats his son? My so called mother came every day to see me , I look at her some time because I know this is none of her fault but just something inside can't forgive her .
    She always look at me with those teary eyes , I don't care about them . I used to cry over her but now I don't care anymore ,I only care about MY family them them.
    Oh look, it's 3:00pm they should be here soon like 3....2.....1 " Hey Adrien...." just like I said.

" so uh how are you dude?" I looked at him but show no emotion.
  " terrible" I answered with a dark tone.
" I'm sorry but I have to do this I just can't let you die"
"Then you want me to trap in her and die ?"I looked at him with a dagger in my eyes.
"That's not what I mean......why don't you forget Marinette and moved on?"
"OF CAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!! WHAT IF ALYA DIED?!?! YOU WILL BE DEPRESSED AS WELL , Marinette was pregnant with my baby......WE WERE GOING TO BE HAPPY UNTILL THAT ASSHOLE DETRACTORS MY LIFE IN TO A LIVING HELL!!!!"
   There was silence, I think he didn't know that there was so much rage inside of me.
    " dude...I-I really am sorry .  I know you are depressed -I - I will help you escape but... please promise me that you won't kill your self please.."
  I was think no because of cause I won't promise him the only thing I want to do is to suicide. Why do I care but if I pretend to promise him I can suicide.
    "Sure"
    "Okay so .... here is a scissored don't ask me why do I have it just escape when it's night time , I will wait in fount of your house k?"
    "Okay"
    " mr. Lahiffe, your visit time is at an end"
     " ok bye dude"
     "Bye "
    I hide the scissor under the pillow so they can't see it, normally when night the guards that is looking at me is asleep so it will be very easy for me to escape.
     My thoughts kept going darker of suicide
    -later-
    Night time has came........