pretending im ok

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i sat on the  bench while the girls ran on the football field at school thoughts running through my head  no matter how i try  i can't get it out my head  what he did to me? his own flesh and blood hurt me in such away im broken inside and threaten to hurt mama if i tell mama but its eating me alive not being able to tell no one "your up Ryder " said the coach i got up and the world turned black i could heard people crowding around me but un able to move the pain was just so much it was like my whole body was on fire i was  being picked up which hurt more making me scream

4 hours later

i woke up to the annoying beeping sound i thought was an alarm clock but as i opened my eyes i saw mama a sleep holding my hand and Ethan was  sat with her head in her hands me moving woke mama up  she held me close crying  "you scared us princess"i frowned looking down at  my lap sighing she hugged me one more time before  aunt Susie took her home leaving me alone with Ethan his eyes bore into me  making me squirm it all changed when Shawn burst threw the door and ran over to me  in tears and kissed me i burst into tears as he held Ethan left us alone 

that night

she had told me  she was fine but i can see she is hiding something i wont push her but i truly hope she is ok'i persuaded my parents to not move yet not until after  high school they agreed i held her closer as she slept my whole world right here id do anything for this girl ive loved her since the day we met  freshman year she was that shy beautiful brainy  girl i was the  football jock but i didnt care she made me happy from the moment we met i remember our first kiss i smile to myself no matter what happens i can't lose her

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