I was getting ready to go on stage. I was ready i started to get nervous because this is Demi's song i can't mess it up and i know that Demi will know if i messed it up.I am just scared and i heard"Everyone Welcome one of my beautiful girl's.Sasha"Demi said and i went on stage and everyone cheered and i just stood on a mini stage and i saw steam on the stage and the music started and i started to sing"Puttin' my defences up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attackNever put my love out on the line Never said yes to the right guy Never had trouble getting what I want But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough When I don't care, I can play 'em like a Ken doll Won't wash my hair, then make 'em bounce like a basketballBut you make me wanna act like a girl Paint my nails and wear high heels, yes you Make me so nervous, that I just can't hold your handYou make me glow, But I cover up, won't let it show, So I'm puttin' my defenses up 'Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack"And i just saw Demi smiling and everyone started to cheer and clap"I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attackNever break a sweat for the other guys When you come around, I get paralyzed And every time I try to be myself It comes out wrong like a cry for help It's just not fair Pain's more trouble than love is worth I gasp for air It feels so good, but you know it hurtsBut you make me wanna act like a girl Paint my nails and wear perfume, for you, Make me so nervous, that I just can't hold your handYou make me glow, But I cover up, won't let it show, So I'm puttin' my defenses up 'Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack"I just closed my eyes as i got into the song"The feelings got lost in my lungs"I opened my eye's and looked at Demi"They're burning, I'd rather be numbAnd there's no one else to blame So scared I take off and I run I'm flying too close to the sun And I burst into flames"I held this note longer"You make me glow, But I cover up, won't let it show, So I'm puttin' my defenses up 'Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack"I hold the note longer and higher then the others and i crouched down and everyone cheered"I think I'd have a heart attack (heart attack) I think I'd have a heart attack Oh I think I'd have a heart attackI think I'd have a heart attack"And when i finshed i just smiled and went off the mini stage and went to the front of the stage"Okay so you did amazing"Kelly said and smiled at Demi"As last time i will tell you...You are a Star.You are just so amazing"Simon said"Thank you so much"I said and smiled "I just really like your personality and i love your look right now and I love the way you sang this song"Paulina said and then i saw Demi smiling and putting her hands up
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"Sooo hmmm i think that this should be you're song.It was just so amazing"Demi said and smiled and everyone started to cheer"Thank you so much"I said and then the host came to me"So how do you feel Sasha?"The host asked me"This is just amazing.This is my dream coming true"I said and smiled"Okay"The host said and after some time and then after some time other girls came"Okay so who is gonna be out,Sasha,Maya,Brittany or Emma"The host said"Umm omg this is hard"Demi said and put her head down"No it's not come on"Simon sad and everyone looked at Simon and i started to have tears in my eye's"I think that the one going home is..."Demi said and i saw tears in her eyes"I am sorry but Maya you are going home"Demi said and Maya started to cry and i just hugged her and then me,Emma and Brittany went backstage and after sometime i saw Demi coming to me"Hi i am so proud of you"Demi said to me"Thank you"I said and looked at my feet"Hey what's wrong"Demi asked and lifted my chin up"Well i just realized how scared i was when i was with Austin and how much i missed out in life because i was to scared to do anything that i wanted to do"I said with tears and Demi just hugged me and i felt butterfly's in my stomach and i just hugged her back"Thank you so much"I said to her while we were hugging and then we pulled away and Demi just looked at me"So if you need me then just call me"Demi said and just smiled and then that made me smile"Thx"I said and then Demi left and i started to think that if i would date Demi then i would be more famous and maybe get more fan's and maybe get more vote's to finish and so that Demi won't vote me out.I got to talk to Camila about this.I kind of want to do this so i really want to try it so i called Camila and talked to her about it
