"i-i'm sorry... i'm so sorry ochako..."

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tsuyu POV

ochako sleeps soundly as i pull up my sleeve... i haven't cut since i came to UA. i wish i could keep up this streak. i walk to my backpack and pull out the tiny razor blade.

i walk to the bathroom. when i enter it i slowly slide down the side of the door, tears leaking from my eyes.

1 cut: for being a tranny
2 cuts: for being annoying
3 cuts: for being born
4 cuts: for being fat
5 cuts: for being abnormal
6 cuts: for being worthless

so on and so forth, each cut has its own meaning to it. i stop when i get to 21 because anymore and i won't have an easier time then i already do cleaning it up.

i look throughout her bathroom and find no bandages. i sigh as i rinse off the blood dripping down my arm.

'maybe if i die, i'll get reincarnated into a girl... then i won't be a tranny, i'll watch my eating better, i won't talk to be annoying, i'll stop saying "kero", i'll get a better quirk, i'll be normal... but maybe... it'll be better if i'm just not reincarnated... then i won't be born because i'll be better off dead anyways...'

i pull down my sleeve as i leave the bathroom, i see that ochako woke up and is waiting for me. she notices my tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. "tsu... what happened...?" she asks softly, her voice laced with worry and concern.
as tears stream down my face, i answer, "i-i'm sorry... i'm so sorry ochako..."

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