He quickly let go of my shoulders that he was still holding.
"I........uh........I - I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to. Your actions say everything."
"I'm sorry, Hoseok."
"You don't have to be. You can't help who you love and who you don't."
With that I left.
The rest of the day went slowly and it was full of torture.
Not literally. But still.
I could feel Yoongi staring at me. During practice, exercise and even during lunch and dinner.
All I wanted to do was hug him and cry like the day at the park, the only differences this time would be the change of setting of course and the fact that this time he would probably know why I am crying.
Another change would be the fact that he'd probably want to avoid me instead of comforting me.
Jin and Namjoon just came back from their dinner date.
"TaeTae~"
"Yes, Jin hyung?"
"Do you mind taking my bed and letting me share your room with Namjoon-ah?"
"No, I don't mind Jin hyung."
"Thanks TaeTae!"
"Don't forget to use protection hyung." Yoongi said with a smirk.
Oh God! That smirk.......
"Yoongi-yah!"
"What? Just reminding you guys."
Jin just rolled his eyes and left.
That's when I realized that Yoongi and I were the only ones left as the others had gone to their rooms to sleep.
"Hoseok........?"
"Yoongi hyung."
"We don't have to make this awkward. We can go back to how everything was before this."
"You mean, we'll forget what happened?"
"Not exactly."
"No, that's exactly what you meant."
"At least it won't be so awkward, then."
"So, should I just forget everything?! Including my feelings for you?!"
"Well, I was hoping........."
"No! I'm not just going to forget everything!"
I quickly went to my room, changed into comfortable clothes and ran to Namjoon's room where him and Jin were cuddling.
Thank God it was nothing more.
I slid up the bed, between both of them.
They looked at me, confused, but seeing my tear streaked face said nothing.
They both put their arms around me and consoled me till I fell asleep.
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The pic above was sent to me by Jin. In BTS World, of course. And the cracks....... Well, I'm clumsy at times.......
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