why don't you love me or...do you

bye life hello death

Ugh i can't take this anymore since he found out i was his mate 3 years ago his become hostile... well more hostile.he doesn't want me then I'll rid my self from this world for him for... CAIUS.

I walked over to Marcus's room i was about to knock when he said "come in Bella". " Macrus as my closets friend...i want you to listen...its hard to say this but Caius doesn't love me and never will his mad because i caused his ex-wife so much pain but the fact that he is still hung up on her hurts me so much after Edward left my heart was shattered and i thought he could fix it but he only depend the wounds so what I'm trying to say I'd that I'm ridding myself from this world for good...tell him i love himeven if he doesn't care and he will never have to see my face again. Goodbye Marcus. " i say  huri see hurt in his eyes but i didn't want to completely break down in front of him so i left i teleported to my room so he couldn't catch up with me just as i was about to enter my room i Heard him tell CAIUS I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!!! I ran inside my room and locked the door i took a match and took some cloth so the fire would start fast i started singing lightweight by Demi Lovato. I closed my eyes when i heard my door bust open and locked again i saw Caius and turned away and said " NO.... Leave me alone can't you see I'm trying to help you get rid of me or did you feel the need to come and laugh at me" i was about to step in the flames when i felt myself against the wall. "*closes eyes*Let me go let go of me Caius please let me go do this one decent thing for me. *sobbing* " do you know how badly you hurt me all those glares looks of disgust i see how you admire her her beauty her strength the fact she can give you anything you ever asked for trust me i would c....chose her too so LET GO OF ME" "Bella look at me please" " no never let me go please" "Bella I'm begging you if you loved me you would"curse Caius i looked at him and he said"I'm sorry I'm stubborn Bella I'll turn around someday but you have to give me time okay" "o....okay" "Good now come to the music room its time for your concert then we well start the party but you should change" i nodded and in three seconds I'm changed and teleported to the music room i sit on the piano and everything goes quiet (i won't do lyrics Kay) i start with warrior, lightweight,  by Demi Lovato then titanium, after that say something, then i did stay with me and ended with never been hurt by Demi Lovato. I let all my emotions go into my song. When i was finished i put on the best smile i could put on. After the concert we started the party. Everyone was dancing with their mates i would have asked Caius but he was laughing and smiling at HER i never say her name (you know who right) he looked in pure bliss and i could tell because of my powers yes powers but that's for another time. I walked away and sat near the bar not once did Caius ever look at me but he said he needed time so i  would give it to him. After a few hours the party ended i rushed to my room and took i shower once i was done i walked out with only my under garments on. I had black and red corset  so as i was about to turn my back to the door it opened and in came  the kings i swear if they could blush they would've

Aro: B...Bella sorry to intrude but we wanted to check on you.

Bella: alright yes I'm fine thanks for checking...bye

Kings: uuuummmm... Bye

They walked out but Caius started back he closed the door and looked at me. Caius: you mad. Bella: mad?!?!? Why would i be mad? C: Bella i informed you the whole night. B: you said you needed time*voice breaks*  C: Bella don't cry please. B: I'm fine Caius but you might want to go back to her before she worries. C: Why don't you say her name? B: Because...it reminds me of everything I'm not....everything you wish i was now goodnight Caius and sat hi to her for me.