Fuck me and love me

The start of hell

BANG your in love. More like bang your in hell. The consistent worrying 'did I piss them off?' and the having to stay up late. It's just not worth it. Well at least I don't think.

All of my friends have boyfriends. I don't really care about that but it bothers me that they can't see how stupid they are bingeing. But that's none of my business.

Oh by the way I was a straight A student. Never done drugs. Never had sex. Never looked at someone like that. I was the perfect child never asked to go to parties or anything

I just got my car a few months ago. No one thinks I will even use it besides school man are they wrong

It all started on the fifth week of school

I woke up early very early. I had a wet dream and couldn't stop thinking about it. I mean damn the way he was and I was I just can't

The dream started off with us at school ,me and Dylan sanders my dude friend, he was sitting next to me in science class. The class was as hectic as ever. I was working and I felt a hand slip up my white skirt. My mind gets excited fast as he starts to gently run his fingers up and down my thighs.

I instantly get wet.

My face is as red as a apple. The heat coming off was so noticeable

"Hey don't be scared I won't hurt you too much" he whispered into my ear

I let out a faint giggle. As he ran his strong hand up to my area and then stopped. He opened his mouth. And what came out was a loud bang.

It was my dog ramming it's head into the door waiting for food

I wake up frantically looking for my phone. I checked the time it was four in the morning. I let out a huge sigh as I was getting up to feed my dog

I feed her and walked back to my room with one thought on my mind

Sex.

Just sex.

Confused I put my head on my pillow and try to go to sleep but fail every time I try

I say up and replayed the dream over and over just to be disappointed agin and agin.