Misfortunate Kiss

Chapter 6: Sasha's P.O.V

So like always shit happens to me. I mean mine life is fucked up, and it began ever since I started dating Danny, when we first kissed the next morning as I took a bath I saw a tattooed rose on the back of my neck. It was strange cause I had never had it and I don't recall any time in my life I went to get a tattoo. Anyway, I always feel like ever since Danny and I hooked up bad things just happen to me. For instance my constant issues with my dad. So much shit happened in that relationship and it had to end because I found out Danny's ass was constantly cheating on me even though he hid his acts with gifts.

So when we broke up, and I was running to my hide out to cut myself, I bump into Jay. He was flaming hot, like so hot. He has these perfectly shaped eyebrows that go very well with his brown hazel eyes. And damn his lips...ok yeah, they were pink buh it really rhymed with his brown Arabian skin tone. So my Arabian sunshine had this soft black curly hair, with a perfect hairline and cute sideburns, well they were soft. His face had no pimple not even one, and when his hands helped me up, I kinda felt chills running through my body.

Till he began arguing with me, I then felt like all men were jerks. In his face I could see Danny's and anger just engulfed me. I tried walking away buh he insisted in following me to my class, only to tell me I have a booger in my nose. And just as I enter class, Mr. Williams decides that he should sit next to me. Just when I wanted to be alone and crunch myself at the corner of my class I hear his deep voice.

In class he covered up my ass, I thought to myself why, and there I saw a really captivating dimple. It was round and it really ignited me. Well, honestly I didn't want to talk to him rudely, coz obviously I would have no chance with him but at the time we first met I was really at a bad mood. Then comes the bitch Nicole. Well I can say we've hated each other since the fifth grade. 

She starts coating herself to Jay and everywhere I go I see them together. As in she's a selfish bitch, she already has Jamie and according to my opinion it's like she uses Jamie. Well this is basically why I hate her. In the fifth grade, Jamie and I were best friends, and when she joined our school, we were kind to her. We were all friends buh the friendship became odd when Jamie secretly told me that he has a big crush on Nicole. Well at that time I really liked Jamie buh it crushed me that he liked her and not me.  

Before I knew it they had hooked up, and Jamie became distant to me, he didn't wanna hang out with me and always showed me a cold shoulder. The time the truth came out, well I guess it really crushed me. Well I got to learn why Jamie became so distant with me. So bitchy Nicole blinded him with lies and rumors that apparently and sadly for me the whole school found out. Ever since then I hated Nicole with a great passion and wanted nothing to do with her, including Jamie. Before we knew it she dumped Jamie and he tried coming back to me, but I had already moved on, I kinda felt bad for Jamie cause despite everything he did everything to get Nicole back. And when he did, she takes his true love for granted.

So other than Nicole clinging herself onto Jay like a tick, comes Danny with his disgusting pack of wolves "THE TRIBE". Ok, I don't want Jay to become like Danny. So honestly I'm kinda happy Nicole told him to stay away from TRIBE, but after sometime I saw Jay getting along so well with Jackson, I found it so strange, why would he hang out with Jackson, the freak of the school. Ok rumors say that Jackson is gay, buh I really don't know if it's true, and if it is I just hope Jay ain't gay.

So I kinda have been eyeing Jay from time to time, well mostly when I smell his cologne around, I mean it's really catchy. So today morning when I was feeling all depressed, and down I smelt his cologne, only this time it was getting stronger by the minute. Well on my down moments, I was heading to cut myself as usual, but this time, for the first time I didn't. 

I had the razor and all, yes I had pulled up my skirt and my mind was all set, but then I heard a deep voice behind me"Sasha, Sasha stop!". Chills ran down my body when I heard the deep voice talk to me and I was shocked. What was Jay doing here?

When I slowly turned I so him stand there, as I asked him what he was doing here, he said no word but he wrapped me in his warm hands. I tried resisting but he had these strong arms that promised not to let go of me, I finally gave in and hugged him tightly as I cried my heart out.

He soothed me, in the best way possible. The way I thought Danny would, but all Danny thought of was sex, he thought my problems and my sadness were soothed by sex. Jay, on the other hand was different. He didn't ask much about my cuts, though I wasn't cool with him knowing the fact I cut myself. 

Jay calmed me down and was willing to be there for me. He cheered me up after a break down. Ok no one has ever done that for me. Jay was the first. At this point I was confused, What if Jay was the one?