I'm sorry

It's been awhile since I last saw my best friend. I knew he confessed to me that he likes me, but i told him we can only be friends. I was going to say "Hi" to him but he started to introduce himself and ask what's my name. First I thought it was just a joke but it wasn't, he completely forgotten about me. They said that he wanted me to be removed in his memories, cause it gives him to much pain. So I started to introduced myself. I felt relieved cause he completely forgotten about me. Now I can be friends with him again and just become a best friend of his. Then the second time that we met I notice that he started to ignore me and avoid me, any conversation that we had he will immediately finished it. At first I was to hesitant to ask why he was avoiding "is it because he remember me?" I gather all my strength and ask him. He was just looking at me while smiling, and just making an eye contact. Then he finally said "there is only two reason why I wanted to remove you in my memories, either I hated you so much or I loved you to much. I don't think I hated you, you're not a kind of person to be hated, but my hearts acne whenever you're around and I think that's the reason why I removed you in my memories. Even though You're not in my memories my heart still remembers the pain. I wanted to know what happen but I might end up regretting it. That's why I try to avoid you... please... let me be... I will never hate you because my heart remembers that I loved you... I'm Sorry but I can't no longer be your friend"