my secret affair; jikook ft. You ✓

14.

Flashback

Jimin POV

I throw the rock across the street as I was mad and beyond angry. I just lost my job I can't possibly go home and tell my wife the sad news like this. I can't fail her again. I decided to call him and talk this out.

"Hey I know I kick you out the last time we met but I really need someone to talk to" he immediately responded. "Come to the bar we always go too I'll be there" "I appreciate the help man see you" I ended the phone call feeling relieved that I can release this anger and talk to someone.

I asked for a couple of drinks but it become too many for me to handle. I felt someone tapping my shoulders as I looked back it was him. "Jungkook" he sat beside me and ask for a drink as well. "What happened to you? You look like sh*t" "Thank you"

"I would never thought you will call me randomly after throwing our friendship under the bus" "you understand me right? I'll do anything for her even though it's gonna be the end of me" "She pregnant? You have kids? It's been a while" I got a quiet.

"No man it's just...she's amazing as always but I can't figure out what's wrong with me" "You haven't forgiven her? If you can forget about what I did then why can't you to your own wife" "it's too complicated I know both of us f**ked up but I can't seem to see through that"

"It looks like I really ruined your marriage" "don't think like that man. You were gone for almost a year this is on us now" he drunk his eighth shot glass of alcohol. Making him feel like his floating and drifting apart. "You should go home Jimin"

He helped me carry myself at the nearest hotel. "I can't go home to my wife looking like this drop me off the hotel across the street" I couldn't walk by myself as he brought me to my room. He removed my jacket and tie for me to breath properly.

Jungkook POV

"Jimin look at what you did to yourself" he continued to vomit at the bathroom floor as I have no choice but to undress him. "What are you doing jungkook?" He asked as my hands were on the hem of his shirt. "Just shut up and let's get this over with"

I unbuttoned his shirt with him looking at me from time to time. I take off his wet polo but he suddenly holds my collar pulling me down with him in bed. "Get your hands off me Jimin" he tried to but our faces was only inches apart. I can't seem to believe that I'm attracted to his lips.

I looked down to his exposed neck not realizing I was licking my lips at the sight. I didn't think and kissed it biting it, making marks on his skin. I pulled back as soon as I found out it was wrong. I was blurred by the alcohol.

He grabbed my neck and pressed his lips against mine. I hovered above him trying to leave but it made it worse. I fall on his lips again but now I couldn't resist anymore. I kissed back but I regretted it as soon as it happened. "Y/n..." jimin said.

He opened his eyes and realize its wasn't her his kissing. He blinked his eyes before he passed out again. I looked at him still half naked at the hotel bed with two straight man just linked lips unexpectedly. I know it's bad but why does it feel good.

End of flashback

You can't seem to ignore that you're husband just admitted that he kissed his male best friend. Your tired and exhausted of this never ending fighting in the relationship. But it doesn't change that you love him. You still want him to be the father of your child someday.

You're still wearing the ring he promised you. But there's things that we need to resolve and if we can't do it ourselves then maybe another stranger can. "You wanna hold my hands?" He asked as we entered the room. "You're shaking babe" "I'm glad you agreed with this Jimin"

"Anything for you baby" he squeezed your hands as the man scoffed in front of you. "I'm Kim Namjoon your therapist for today" he noticed our hands are still attached. "That's nice to see" he pointed at your hands. You removed yours from him and smiled.

"What are you looking forward to get out of this?" "We wanna be open to each other no more secrets" "let's start at the beginning of the betrayal. Who's the one?" "I am..." you embarrassingly said. "Will you explain your side"

"I was unfulfilled sexually as bad as it sounded but I needed something more than his words I need affection and this man presented it to me. I have no choice but to accept him" "I wasn't expecting it was you miss y/n but you're brave for being honest"

"What did you felt at that time Jimin?" "I know my flaws and I accepted it but it was my best friend who she did it with. It hurt probably the most pain I've had and I kept my cool not wanting to hurt her" "tell me what else" he insisted to know the truth.

"He was living with us it's was my fault and I thought kicking him out will fix everything but it didn't" he looked down and take a breath. "How about you y/n what happened after this?" "Things happens, secrets and lies. We tried to pretend but it we know it wasn't working anymore"

"Is there anything else you wanna tell me Jimin?" "I was drunk one night and I had an affair with my best friend" you felt your heart sunk at what he said. "It looks like this person have impacted your relationship more than I expected"

"Did you feel anything when you touched him?" "I don't recall it was all a foggy memory that I don't wanna remember" she silently tears as he gripped his chair mad at himself for hurting her. "Betrayal is hard to get over but it's harder for her because it's unusual"

He holds her wife's hands as she trembles. "It was a mistake y/n" he whispered. "We're talking about your sexuality not just trust and misunderstanding. Emotional and physical is involved now that both of you have cheated to each other" he sighed before saying this.

"Have you ever considered a poly relationship?"