my brother rapes me

That Night .

Contains rape and sexual abuse DONT READ THIS CHAPTER IF YUU SENSITIVE.

That day i wish never happened.....

It was in some shorts and a croptop because i was on ig doing some dances. My brother left me at home alone to go "handle business as he says all the time ".

A few hours later till night i was getting out of the shower i walked into my room with just my towel wrapped around my body.
Walking into my room i see my brother just in his boxers.  His eyes was really low .
         I was scared so i jumped bc he's almost naked . My towel dropped i tried to hurry up and get it off the floor while covering myself up.  I heard chuckling so i looked to see my brother behind me while i was bended over .

He started to feel on me i was super uncomfortable....

"Troy this is wrong stop ", i said
He just continue and was laughing hard he started to jerk off i was scared. At the age of 6 i looked like a grown ass woman. My body developed fast.
"Shhh its going to be okay big brotha loves u ", he said still laughing
I nodded
He told me to get on my knees and i did as i was told
He also told me to open my mouth wide. I did it .

He shoved two of his fingers down my throat fast and hard asf after awhile i ended up with 5 fingers down my throat and he was sticking dem in and out .
     
       He was also jerking off his self
After about awhile he stuck his manhood in my mouth i was gagging because he was too big.
I was crying bc i felt like i finna throw up .

He grabbed my ponytail and kept going fast asf.

After awhile some hot white stuff came out
He forcefully closed my mouth and the stuff went down my throat.
He pushed me on the bed aggressively. He started to lick on my boobs and gave me hickies i wasnt feeling good so i started moving around from under him .

"Mane stop all that moving dumb bitch", he yelled at me
And i continue to move until he gave me a big blow to my face .
I was crying so hard my vision became blurry.
He started back kissing me from my head to my lady part.
He started sucking my on titties hard.

He stuck his finger inside of me it hurted so bad

I let out a loud scream . He told me to shhh. He started to suck on my core inside of me i was still crying .
Then he lined his manhood up to my entrance and shoved inside without a warning. That was the loudest i ever screamed.
He went fast asf and wasn't giving me no break.  I was trying to tell him he is hurting me but he keep telling me to stop running from his d*** and take it.

"You like daddy d***", he said grunting and gripping on my titties goes extremely fast.
I couldn't respond i was traumatized.
He went even faster.
"Say yes daddy ", he said getting mad
I didnt say nothing so he put me on all four and went harder and harder he had his hand around my neck going dumb.
'Say it slut ",he said slapping my ass hard as fuck

     "Y-ee-ss d- ", i tried to say but chocked on some words.
He kept going but slowly and i heard him say fuck and i felt hot stuff inside of me. My body went slump on the bed .
I was hurting bad and it was blood coming from my area along with white stuff . His body  slumped to he was breathing hard and he started kissing me hard and was stroking my hair.

    He picked me up and put me in the chair in my room washed my covers and fixed my bed back and got a towel and put it to my area everytime he rubbed it hurted so bad i started crying after getting myself clean he put me back in the bed he layed me on top of him . I went to sleep but i couldn't sleep at times.
Nightmares of what happened keep coming across my mind

MY BROTHER JUST RAPED ME
WHY ME ??

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