Random poems or one shots

To The one I loved

I opened up to you, we were talking for about a year and a half. I told you why I am so broken, I told you my darkest secret, I opened up to you because you were the only one who listened. You would make me feel so happy, in ways I can't put into words, I think I fell in love with you, well maybe the idea of you; or those sweet little things that you would say to me, those little things that meant so much to me. But as soon as I opened up; told you why I am the way I am, you couldn't handle it I guess, you broke all those little promises, those little things you said, make me want to cry. I opened up to you, and you left. It's hard not talking to you, but you made me realize something, I shouldn't have told you, I shouldn't have gotten attached, I shouldn't have listened to those sweet little nothing's; those promises, those little paragraphs that would fill me with so much happiness that it felt like I was being healed, like all the broken pieces of my heart were finally mending. But in the end you left, and I'm here alone, and hurt, because I was stupid enough to think someone as broken as me can be loved by someone. And here I am crying; I'll keep going on though, I don't need anyone to fix me, I just want someone who will stay by my and support me while I fix myself. So I'm sorry, I never meant to scare you away, or be so broken beyond my control, but I'll fix myself; keep pretending that I don't miss you, like you are not in my head. I'll find other ways to find that happiness that you gave me for a short while, but I'll put your picture away, with all of that love I have for you with it. I will stand up tall and show everyone I don't need anyone but myself. I do love you, I always will. But I'll love from a distance that you created.

--MW