P.s i love you -Drarry

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TW: suicide
𝗗𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗼𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃:
I walked to the top of the astronamy tower. I had planned it all out. Get to the top give my owl my suicide letters to give out to my friends. And potter. We had just fought outside the corridor like normal but this one hurt more.
𝙁𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩:
"what are you doing scarhead,looking for mudblood and bloodtraitor?" Draco said trying to impress the other slytherins in the corridor. Harry was clearly not in the mood and ignored draco. Draco tried to get his attention again. "or maybe your parents"
Harry turned around and pinned draco to the wall. To be toatally honest draco was enjoying this. He secretly had a crush on potter but then- "shut up draco! Shut up!" he screamed "no wonder people bully you. You are a dick and no one could ever love you!" Harry talked.
Dracos lip quivered and he ran out of harrys grip and up to his dorm before any one could see him crying. He wrote his letters to pansy and blaise and another to Harry wich he kissed before shoving it into his robe. And that brings us back onto where we are now.
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗿𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃:
Draco sat on the edge of the tower and dangled his legs over just deciding weather to do this. Yes. Of course he did. Like potter said, no one would ever love him.
𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃:
My invisability cloak was wrapped around me. It was 12:38, i had looked at my muggle watch. I was going to apologise to Draco, he had looked really hurt after what i said. I had also seen some cuts on his wrist when i pinned him up against the wall.
I ran to the slytherin dorms when i nearly ran into someone with familiar blonde hair. Draco. I followed him up to the astronamy tower. Sometimes i went up to the astronamy tower when i had to get somthing off of my mind so i had assumed draco was doing that. After waiting ten minuites, i heared someone sobbing, actually screaming. I turned the handle and saw draco giving a letter to his owl with my name on and blood stains on the envelope.
His wrist was bleeding and there was a knife with fresh blood trickling down it on the floor.
"M-malfoy?" i whispered quietly
"potter, w-what do you want" he croaked.
"whats in that letter?" i asked quitely and walked closer to him. " what did you do to your arm?" i asked again
"nothing, its nothing harry" Draco sobbed. I decided to snatch the letter off of his owl and read it.
"no potter don't" he said. I didnt listen i ripped it open and read it.

𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘫𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳.
𝘉𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴. 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥.

I looked up at him and saw him sobbing hystericaly.

𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦. 𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵. 𝘉𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘺.
𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘥. 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘈𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘫𝘰𝘬𝘦. 𝘐𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵. 𝘐𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘨𝘢𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦.𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘺. 𝘗𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦.
𝘍𝘳𝘰𝘮
𝘋𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘧𝘰𝘺
𝘗.𝘴: 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 (𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘵𝘢𝘱𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦, 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘺(
𝘗.𝘱.𝘴: 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘵
𝘗.𝘱.𝘱.𝘴: 𝘪 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 :)
At this point i was fully sobbing, i couldn't take it. I loved him too. He was on the floor sobbing as well.
"y-you were gonna kill yourself" i asked quietly
"i still a-am" he said and stood up and reached for the knife. I had stopped him. I gripped his hands and hugged him with my life.
"potterrr!" he screamed crying "potter p-please" he panted.
"Draco, Draco baby" i said cupping his face after he had stopped struggling. I wiped his tears away. "i love you too Draco please dont" i cried
"y-your just s-saying that harry" he sobbed. Shit. He doesn't believe me what can i do. I kissed him. His damp soft lips moved with mine and when we broke he started crying. He held onto me tight and i noticed how skinny he was. It was best not to mention it now. We held each other crying. I picked him up and carried him to the room of requirements.
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗿𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝗼𝘃:
Harry held draco as close as he could and placed him on a giant bed with a soft red sheet and a comfortable duvet. Harry placed Draco onto the comfy bed. He was still sobbing. Harry accioed both of the boys pyjamas. He dressed Draco as he was to weak to dress himself. 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 unbuttoned his shirt and saw bruises and scars from his parents beatings. "Draco you are beautiful" Harry said while stroking Draco's back.
"H-Harry, I'm sorry. You can stop pretending to like me now I won't kill my self if it means this much to you" Draco whispered
"Draco for fucks sake. I love you if I was pretending would I do this" Harry leant in and kissed his sweet lips. Draco smiled weakly and put his head into Harry's shoulder. They both laid down Harry holding Draco and Draco's head in Harry's shoulder. "God I'm sorry Harry this is so embarrassing. I dragged you into my mess but I wish this could've happened sooner than fourth year." Draco whispered
"I think this timing is right Dray" Harry laughed softly
"To think that I was about to take my life just a minute ago and now I am the happiest 17 year old alive" said Draco and Harry smiled leaning over to kiss his forehead.
"Draco I'm sorry I said those things, I was just jealous because I thought you and pansy were a thing and all I wanted was you" Harry smiled.
"Soooo, what does that make us then?" Draco smirked.
"What do you want us to be" Harry smirked back.
"Boyfriends?"
"Boyfriends it is" Harry kissed Draco's forehead again and whispered sweet nothings until Draco fell asleep in his arms.
𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱.
𝗔/𝗻
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗽𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿. 𝗔𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗶 𝘄𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱.

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