The mirror image

The girl in the mirror

There has always been this girl in mirror...when i see her she seems so sad and i never understood why. When i saw her in the mirror i could see her screaming for help but i never stopped to save her. Now when i look at her she looks so empty. When i look closely i can feel what she feels...Ugly, scared, sad, empty...Sometimes i look at her and she tries to smile but i can see how empty she is. Watching her i know she didn't have a rough life...she got everything she wanted but one thing and that was to be perfect. Around others she always felt as if she didn't belong finding worse people than her she let herself become manipulated, she let it become habit. Now she stands there alone unable to breathe. Falling into this endless black hole but what was she to do how do even get out of it? She smiles as she falls like almost as if she feels something reminding her of something simpler yet the reality of whats going through her mind is nothingness complete silence almost as if the whole world became quite. Running through the days as if they themselves didn't exist. Always wondering why she felt the way she felt no real reasons to feel the way she did. Maybe it was the all the bad relationships, maybe it was all her bad habits, maybe the mirror was broken, or maybe she was. But it didn't matter she lived in emptiness with waves of emotions that would slowly fade. She didn't know herself and she surely never knew how she felt. But how could she? She didn't even know where to begin. She tried new things colored her hair, made a new look for herself, tried new hobbies yet she still felt like she should have never existed. She watched as a careful creature made friends with time while she ran right through it. How could she tell anyone how she felt? When even the slight sight of it they would just tell her "she would be fine", "shake it off", "everyone hurts". But even if that was the case why could they feel what she didn't?

Part Two coming soon