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After what happened at the hotel, I haven't been home at all. I met this girl named Clinton and she let me move in with her.
*************************************** Flashback...(when she met Clinton) ***************************************
After making it home, I pulled myself together and went inside the house.
I packed up most of my clothes and personal items that I'll need.
I left a note, saying I wasn't coming back and don't come looking for me because I'm safe.
I left the house and went back to the hotel. I payed for 3 more days and stayed there.
There was then a party held in the hotel by some girl named Clinton and her friends.
(Y'all know how hotel have a big space for parties and stuff... well that's what I'm talking about 😅)
So I decided to make new friends and go to the party.
After drinks for some hours and twerking, I came across Clinton. I was drunk and soon began to cry when I thought about Kendall.
I missed him so much but I refuse to let someone betray Me and I sit in their face like I'm cool with it.
She came up to me and hugged me.
"What's wrong sweetie" she asked while holding me tight.
"It's so much I hold in and I don't like to cry about it. I try to be strong all the time when deep down, I miss him it's like he's apart of me and now that he's gone I'm incomplete" I said as I hugged her back, crying loudly.
She grabbed my hand and lead me to her room, I was drunk but not drunk drunk.
We stay and talked in her room for hours and I told her everything.
Once I let everything out, I felt relieved and a lil happy to finally let that hurt out.
She told me that I should talk to him and let him know how I feel instead of shutting him out.
It didn't sound bad ,i just needed time to think and what should I say.
After we talked, we watched movie and she ended up falling asleep.
I left out and went back to my room.
I decided to call Kendall and tell him we need to talk.
"Hi"
"My'Lovee... hey I miss you bro"
"I miss you too kendall" I said truthfully "but we need to talk"
"Ok...When"
"Idk I'll call and let you know"
I hung up, hearing Kendall's voice was painful. I just wanted to hug and tell him about my hurt.
