A complicated dream 3

Chapter 14

After we finished hugging I decided to go to bed and so did german, we both headed upstairs and i laid down in the bed still not fully concentrating, and german lays by the side of me and pulls me into him, I put my head on his chest and he gently plays with my hair.

Angie please tell me what's on your mind, he says and I hate to keep things from him but I don't want him to worry, there's nothing wrong german I promise, german squeezes me and kisses my forehead, I love you he says.

I love you too I say and then I finally fall asleep.

-----I wake up and I'm in Germans arms as normal and I look up to see if he's awake, he's sleeping, I kiss his cheek softly and I quietly sneak out of the room and walk downstairs.

Ahh mrs angie breakfast is almost ready and there's another letter which has come for you.

I take the letter and smile but I'm so scared right now I just want to brake down and cry but I'm stronger than that, I read the letter and gulp as I read it.

Angie, I have warned you and I'm giving you today to do as I said other wise I'm going to make life for you and your family hell.

I start to shake and I can feel Germans strong arms around me and I hide the letter in my pocket, your shaking what's the matter?

Nothing german, I say and I can feel tears in my eyes but I mange to get them away, he hugs me tightly right breakfast is ready, i nod and follow him to the table.

I sit down by him and olga and everyone is eating but I couldn't nerves was taking over to much, eat up angie olga says looking at me, no thanks olga I'm not feeling to good, german looks at me suspiciously and I look down to the table as he can tell when I'm lying.

Excuse me I'm just going for a walk I say and leave the table before anyone can say anything, I go outside and forgot my coat but I didn't want to go back inside to get asked a million questions.

Even know I haven't got a coat and it's freezing out I just carry on walking, I didn't know where I was going but I just needed to go somewhere.

I walked and walked and didn't realise how long I've been walking it been three hours and then I come across my fathers grave yard so i decided to visit.