A book of my depression

Broken life,Broken soul

Hi it is me again,I won't say life is great because it really isn't,I have been thinking how would life be without me,I have hurt other I hurt myself,other's think that I need help and support but that's not it I don't like pity,Yeah people may think that I lie about my family well guess what I don't,those things I say are things that have happened to my family,people may think how can a 12 year old understand the past and the future. It is because I am not a pure soul I am a Broken Soul ,and one thing to know about broken souls is that they always live on and when the soul has fully broken in the body of the human the person dies,Not a happy ending you might think these souls are killing innocent people. NO!! These souls are setting them free,You see people say that God made us to live happily,Look at us we are destroying nature,we are forgetting about the poor,we are making others suffer to get our wants. YES!!!I am making some people suffer by telling them that I cut and that I want to die and I don't try to hurt them they hurt themselves they think trying to help me will stop all my pain no it won't cause I will be reminded of my faliors and I will call again and also because when a soul is fully broken it can never recover  for me I started get depressed when I was 8 because my mother had stress problems then my best friend left to live with his dad after his mother's death after word I lost my dog then I started cutting we found my dog and then we got a puppy he died two weeks after we got him then me and my BFF got in a random fight and then I started cutting again I have more saddened life times but that is another story