𝐊.𝐏 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

2. | if only you could see.

author's note: if you are uncomfortable with accusations of cheating, then please do not read. fluff! please feel free to request!

"why do you keep going out all the time?" mikaela and i had been partners for over two years. mikaela was able to treat me with such kindness and love. we had our disagreements but would always make up. it started to confuse me why mikaela began to go out almost every single night and never discussed where she went.

"i told you baby, i have things to take care of." "what could be so important that you never tell me where you're going?" mikaela sighed. "look, i wish i could tell you. i'm sorry y/n." "are you cheating on me with someone else?"

mikaela rolled her eyes. "are you serious? you believe i'm cheating on you?" "just by that response, yes i do. tell me the truth mikaela." "i am telling you the truth.

i'm not messing with anyone but you. you know i wouldn't do that." i laughed. "yet you can't tell me where you are anymore? what if you were hurt? i wouldn't have a clue where to find you.

what is so bad that your partner can't be informed about where you're going? you would want to know where i am! you would be furious if i kept leaving without saying a word! you would feel exactly how i feel! don't discount what i'm saying to you mikaela."

"i'm not discounting anything! it's insane that you think i would cheat on you!" mikaela yelled. "so now i'm insane?" i asked. "ugh i didn't mean it like that! i thought you had more trust in me!

i'm your partner. i would just tell you if i didn't love you anymore." "how am i supposed to trust you when you give me these feelings? you know what my last relationship was like. i'm just scared mikaela!"

in a matter of moments, her expression soon softened. mikaela walked over to me and placed a tender kiss on my forehead. "i'm not cheating on you sweetheart. i would never do that. i love you and only you.

do you understand me?" my eyes soon welled up with tears. "i don't know. you keep mysteriously leaving all the time. what do you want me to believe? that you're being you're faithful every single time you leave?"

"that's exactly what you should think." mikaela's phone buzzed which indicated she got a message. she gasped once she looked at her phone. "i'm sorry to cut this moment short. i have to hurry and go right now.

i love you baby." mikaela planted a kiss on my lips and left. i didn't even the chance to say goodbye to her. i groaned in pure anger as soon as she left. this situation confused me to the fullest. i did not know how to feel.

was i supposed to feel infuriated? was i supposed to feel betrayed? or was i supposed to let this go? mikaela couldn't possibly do that to me. she told me that if she didn't love me anymore, she would tell me.

i did not know how to feel about that statement. did she believe i would be pained to the point of no return if she told me such a thing? i could handle it. who was i kidding? it would tear me apart.

mikaela found interest in someone else. she couldn't even give a full explanation to her whereabouts. it hurt me beyond belief. i wanted to call mikaela and tell her to never come back. i wanted her to stay with the woman she was seeing.

yet i never brought myself to call her number. i sniffed and held one of the couch pillows close to my chest. my dog, rina, had walked over to my side. "hello sweetie." i began to scratch behind her ear.

she huffed in satisfaction. mikaela bought rina for me for my twenty first birthday. it was the best present i received in awhile. the memory alone brought tears to my eyes. rina started to become concerned.

whenever i seemed down, she would gain a protective mood. she only wanted the best for me. "don't worry about me rina. your mom is neglecting me a little bit. i'll be fine."

she jumped onto the couch and laid her head on my lap. i cooed at the sight. i didn't understand what was happening. i wasn't sure what to believe. i loved mikaela with all of my heart. i couldn't picture a life without her. i hope she thought she the same about me. i soon received a text from mikaela.

mik: can you go to the yard? i want you to check on the plants.

y/n: mikaela, we don't grow plants.

mik: silly i started planting some recently. please just go check them. for me?

y/n: ugh. i shouldn't even be doing anything for you anyways. shouldn't you let your little mistress do it for you?

mik: if you don't come outside right now, i swear to god.

i huffed and stood up from the couch. i did not feel like checking on mikaela's absurd plants. this was possibly just another lie to distract me from how i really felt. once i walked outside, my hand instantly went towards my mouth. i was appalled at the sight.

mikaela, in a suit, with one knee on the ground. a ring box placed so heavenly on her fingertips. i began to jump up and down in pure exuberance. "mikaela! oh my goodness mikaela!" i exclaimed.

"come here babygirl." i stumbled over to her. i couldn't even walk correctly. she clasped her fingers with mine. "i know you felt like i was ignoring you.

yet i was doing it for good reason. i was not messing with around with any other female. you're the woman i want to be with for the rest of my life. no one else y/n. i'm sorry i yelled at you earlier.

if only you could see how much i love you. you're the light of my life. you're the reason why i am happy to wake up and be someone. i always thought i could live life by my lonesome. i know now that i need you.

if ever found another girl like you, i wouldn't want them. i want you and you only sweetheart. i'm scared to ask this question but we all have to take risks. will you marry me, y/n?" as soon as that question was asked my legs lost all strength.

i covered my face in my hands while tears flowed down my face. this was the happiest moment of my life. i accused mikaela because i felt like she did not love me anymore. yet it was the clear opposite. she wanted me to be her wife.

everyone else in the world could have that exact opportunity. yet i was the one who was chosen. a variety of emotions spilled throughout my body. i did not know how to control anything. "is that a yes?" mikaela chuckled.

i nodded. "yes, yes, a million times yes!" i placed my hand out while she slid the ring onto my finger. "it's so beautiful." i whispered. "it's all yours." mikaela placed her lips against mine.

our hands intertwined once more. mikaela assisted me to stand again. she wrapped her arms around my frame. "hey mikaela?" "yes baby?" "i knew there were no plants in the yard."

mikaela chuckled. "i love you too y/n."