My love

15

"What?!", Jimin and Tae exclaimed together.
"I want to focus on my grades. Me. I want to make sure I have my shit together. No distractions. I just wanna change."

Tae has his mouth hanging and Jimin could barely speak.

"B-But, Yoongi.... I-I-"
"I'm sorry, Jimin. I just really want to focus on me. If you really love me, you'll understand, right?"

Jimin's lip trembled and he blinked his tears away.
"I-I understand."

"Thank you. I'll see you later.", Yoongi walked away and that's when Jimin's tears fell.

"God, Jimin.. I didnt have a clue.", Tae put his hand on his shoulder.

"He-He broke up with me.", Jimin cried.

"C'mon. Let's go into the bathroom. I'm sorry hun."

Tae dragged him into the boy's restroom and made sure no one was in there.

"Was I just a distraction all along? His bitch?! Was everything a lie?!", he sobbed.

"No! Of course not! I don't know what's up with Yoongi! I'm really sorry Jimin."

"What's wrong with me? I always ruin everything.", he sniffled,

"No you don't, Chim. Don't say that!"

"I need to be alone right now. Please.", Jimin avoided looking Tae in the eyes.

Tae threw up his hands, "Ok. I'm here for you Chim."

Once he walked out, Jimin locked himself in the stall and took big breaths.

He cried silently and stood there, almost the whole day.
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"Are you kidding me?!", Tae pushed Yoongi while he was walking with Jungkook.

"Hey hey! What's wrong?", Jungkook stood between the two of them.

"He broke up with Jimin! Because he wants to focus on himself! Bullshit!"

"I need more me time! You have to understand that Tae!"

"Oh fuck off!"

"Calm down guys! Come on we're acting like little kids."

The two calmed down.

"Jimin was crying in the bathroom, because of you. You dick.", Tae stormed off, ignoring Jungkook's calls.

"Ok tell me."

"Tell you what?"
"Why you broke up with Jimin."
"I said the truth Kook. I just want to focus on me. I don't think this whole relationship shit is for me anyway. It's time for me to focus on my school grades and music."
"But don't you love him?"
"I do... a lot. More than I love myself. But it's because I love him, that I'm doing this. It's best for both of us. He can focus on his grades and singing and dancing. And I'll do me."
"Bro, I honestly think you're making a mistake. You and Jimin have- well had, a good thing going. He's really upset dude."
Yoongi sighed, "I know. It's not easy on me either. But I don't think I'm right for him. He deserves someone who isn't as jealous as I am. Someone who matches his energy. I'm so cold hearted and mean."
"You're not hyung."
"That's What most people think. It's ok though. I don't give a fuck. Jimin is going to get over me. Trust me. He'll be ok."
"I hope so hyung. I hope so."
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"Jimin, I can't stand seeing you like this.", Tae told him as they walked slowly.
Jimin didn't answer and instead continued to stare ahead like Tae wasn't even there.

"Jimin? Are you listening to me?"
"Jimin!"

Jimin broke off his stance and responded, "I heard you."

"I know you're sad but-"
"I'm not sad, look, I'm gonna go. I'll catch you later.", Jimin walked off.
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"Did you hear?", Jin asked his boyfriend as they were in the car, parked in the McDonald's parking lot.

"Heard about Jimin and Yoongi? Yeah, it spread around quick."

"I know. I feel bad. For the both of them."

"Yeah."

"But, we're still together right?", Jin leaned in closer to Namjoon.

Namjoon showed his dimples and kissed Jin, it getting heated where Jin climbed himself onto Namjoon's lap.

Namjoon smirked, "Eager now?"

"Oh, shush and fuck me."