My Ex is the CEO M.YG X P.J.M

Chapter 2

*in the morning*
Yoongi's P.OV
I wake up from a terrible dream.I look at the time it's 3 in the morning,i tried to sleep again but failed,i stare up the ceiling,not knowing tears falling down from the dream i just have.

It's 4 in the morning now and i didn't sleep since i woke up from that dream...i remember how Jimin left that night...I feel as if i did something,that he leaves me,i felt anxious.Is it because i'm ugly.....am i fat...? That he doesn't love me anymore.I felt the tears that i didn't felt earlier as it was streaming down to my jawline,as i was thingking of my dream earlier.

As i was in thought,I remember about the baby as i was in the hospital the day jimin left me the doctor said I was 1 month pregnant with the baby.He said that I should visit every friday and saturday for the session.

I will take care of the baby myself,and find a job that will pay a good amount of money to find a good place to live for the baby and I.....I'll protect him/her and find a good school for him/her.

I check the time for the 3rd time and it was 5 am,2hours since I woke up from that terrible dream.I'm thingking if I can tell my other friends about my situation.....I felt like i'm a terrible person,keeping a secret to them.

I will ask jin hyung for an advice.afterall I'm going to work today and it's thursday,so tommorrow i'll go see the doctor.That doctor was a friend of mine in highschool,his name is Jung Hoseok.We kept in contact until today so we're pretty close.

I remember he said that i shouldn't stress my self out and eat nutritious foods,for the baby to be healthy.As for the baby i feel sad for him/her and anxious if he/she question about his father.I think I can't answer that question,for myself i don't know why Jimin left me too.

I'll do my best for the baby to grow in a safe place and be the best mother for him,i thought as i rub my tummy.I'll do everything just for you baby.I felt my eyes being heavy sleep taking over me as i close my eyes again and fell asleep......

*when he woke up*
I woke up and check the time and my eyes became wide as i stared at what time is it.It's 9 am and i have 1hour to prepare myself to go to the studio.I get up from the comfy bed and rush to the bathroom and did my morning routine in there.

    I was putting my clothes and after that as i was putting my shoes my eyes went to the clock and it was 9:40 now and i have 20 minutes to go to work.when i was in the kitchen i grab two piece of bread and and some other ingredients to make a sandwich.i pack it quickly and grab my things and ran to the door and locked it.I ran for the elevator and press down.I open my car and put my seatbelt on and drive as fast as i could to the studio.

I arrive at the right time and go to my lab as i see my friends in the hallway saying hello to them.I went to jin and ask namjoon if i can borrow jin for a minute and he nods.

Jin hyung looking at me in curiosity,asked "are you okay yoongi?you look like you just run in a race" i shake my head and breath heavily and sighed,"Jin hyung should i tell the others about my situation?"he looked at me in pity and said "It's up to you yoongi, if you feel okay with that then go for it,tell them.if not it's okay if you don't tell them now,take your time"......

I nod and think for a while,and said "I decided to tell them now but not right now after our work,jin hyung can you tell the others to meet later at the cafe near here?"he nods and asked"what time?"5 In the afternoon" he nods again.

We said our goodbyes and went to work.....'You can do this Yoongi,you can tell this to them' i said to myself and start my work.....

How is it? Is it good? And happy birthday to jungkook hyung