Irresistible Trouble

Prologue

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Irresistible Trouble

Prologue

“Love means trouble,” iyan ang itinanim ko sa utak ko simula pa lang noong bata ako. But as I grew up, I’ve realized that even if it’s true that love really means trouble, it’s also worth taking the risk. ‘Yun nga lang kung magmamahal ka, siguraduhin mong sa tamang tao. Huwag ka dapat padalos-dalos sa mga desisyon mo. Huwag kang basta-basta magpapadala sa nararamdaman mo because sometimes your own feelings can also deceive you. ‘Yung tipong akala mo mahal mo na siya, pero ang totoo, simpleng paghanga lang pala ang nararamdaman mo para sa kanya.

Kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko, hinding-hindi ako mai-in-love sa maling tao. Ayoko kasing masayang ang panahon at effort ko sa pagmamahal sa isang taong hindi naman pala talaga nakalaan para sa akin. I may sound so idealistic right now, pero ipinagdarasal ko talaga sa Panginoon na kung ibibigay ko man ang aking puso sa isang tao, sana sa tamang tao ko ito maibigay. At sana ang unang lalaking aking tunay na mamahalin ay siya na rin ang pinakahuling lalaking paglalaanan ko ng aking pag-ibig. Hindi naman imposible ‘yun, ‘di ba? Well, that was what I thought.

I really thought that was possible. I even thought I already found the man that I will love for the rest of my life. Pero bakit kung kailan inakala kong natagpuan ko na ang taong inilaan para sa akin ng Diyos, saka naman kami pinaglayo ng pagkakataon? My heart was severely broken. My world was shattered. My life was beyond miserable. The only thing that was keeping me alive was the thought of him coming back for me.

While I was waiting for him, that was the time when another man came knocking on my door. I was hesitant at first to let him enter my life. But even though I was hesitant, he still made his way into my life, and even into my heart. I was caught off guard. I wasn’t exactly sure what really happened. I just woke up one day realizing that I was already slowly falling in love with him. Was it even possible? I was still in love with someone else, but why did I ever feel my heart beating for another person? It was insane. I just couldn’t understand my feelings anymore.

For a long time, I’ve been waiting for one person to come back to me. Now that a new love is there waiting for me to accept it, shall I grab it and never let it go, or shall I just let it pass and pretend as if I didn’t notice it at all? Am I ready to give my heart a chance to love someone else? Or shall I still wait for my first love to come back for us to continue our story and have our happily ever after? In the end, to whom shall I give my heart?

There are so many questions that need to be answered. I was right from the very beginning. Love really means trouble. But it became even more troublesome when I started loving two persons at the same time. I never intended to do that. I even tried to avoid it. But I don’t know how I ended up being in this crazy situation. It just happened, as if it was a natural phenomenon that you could never ever resist. But then, I’ve realized, maybe we just really cannot fight with our own hearts. We cannot teach our hearts who to love.  And we cannot stop our hearts from loving. But despite of all these realizations, I would still prefer to get myself out of this mess I’ve made. Will I ever be able to that? Will I ever be able to escape this irresistible trouble?