I Can't Say "I Like You"

She Said:

"He's so popular in school because of his looks.

He's one of the Campus Heartrobs.

He's athletic.

He's talented.

He's also smart in class.

He's a jack of all things.

One word to describe him?

Perfect, I guess...?

I have liked him from the first time I saw him.

When I talked to him for the first time, I think I have fallen for him. 

But I don't want him to notice this feelings of mine.

I'm scared that things might get complicated if he happens to know.

I'm scared that he might not feel the same way for me.

Moreover, I'm just a nerdy girl.

He's the school heartrob.

I am nobody.

There's no way for him to like me.

I just want to be close to him.

But he seems to hate me.

I don't know why...

I didn't do anything for him to hate me.

He seems so distant, so cold...

We always quarrel for some silly reasons.

He calls me Talong.

I call him Delubyo.

Silly, isn't it?

I'm pissed everytime he picks on me.

He's always teasing me.

I hate him for that.

That's why I have decided.

I want to stop liking him.

But forgetting and ignoring him seems to be harder than answering any problem in Physics or Mathematics.