Dear Sir,
First and foremost, I want to greet you sir, Happy Teacher’s day!
Though you’re not my subject teacher, but still you’re a teacher. Isn’t it?
I want to share my little secret. It’s about this strange feeling whenever I see this person.
I admit it, He’s kinda cute especially his cleft chin. He’s taciturn, and I find it interesting. His presence, It forms a wide curve on my face, a smile. His voice, just listening to his voice makes my heart jump 10x faster than a normal heartbeat. Weird eh? I know.
His smile, it gives me butterflies in my stomach. Oh wait, scratch that, it gives me dragons on my stomach, literally.
I don’t think I already love him.. Well, I don’t know, maybe? I’m just happy whenever he's happy and sad whenever he’s sad.
Maybe infatuation or fascination.. And I know this kind of feeling is prohibited and forbidden. Should I stop this craziness?
Sometimes, I want to confess.. Confess to him. But all I can do is stare, stare. I know it’s rude but I’m sorry, It’s all I can do. I don’t have the guts to tell him this in person.
I’m afraid. I’m afraid that he might be mad at me.
Basically, I have nothing to be afraid of. We don’t have what they call closeness that we might loose If I confess. I don’t know.. I really find it difficult to confess to him. And maybe he won't believe. I don't talk to him, He doesn't talk to me. He's not even my friend, we're merely strangers. Yeah, right. Maybe this feeling is just an infatuation. I just like him.
I'm really hoping that he might say something to me, or notice me at least. But, I was very disappointed. Look, I'm not expecting him to say, Hi Pretty! Or Hi Miss. Can I get your number? Not like that, Just a simple smile or hello. But what I got was a poker face from him. Gahd. Do I really look awful? Do I look like a beast? Yeah, I know, I'm not attractive. Not at all.
I'm not expecting anything in return, Okay? I'm not asking for his love or attention.. wait, scratch the attention. I'm expecting him to notice me, just once. Just one smile or one hello. I'm not expecting, I like/love you too from him. I just want him to smile at me. Is it difficult? I know we can't be together, lels. As if he feels the same way too. Dream on. Hahaha.
I'm sorry sir, Do I waste your time? You can now finish reading this non-sense letter. After all, I just wrote this to greet you and confess too.
Last question Sir, Do you think, I'm in like with that person? Hahaha. In like because I don't think I already fell in love with that person. Do I, sir? If yes. Please don't be mad at me.
Sincerely, A student.
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