𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕
I sat on my bed, bored out of my mind. 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘮 𝘪 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, I didnt understand why it was a problem to say it straight to alex. i was recording a video with him tonight so 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵..𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯...𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥. 𝘶𝘩, 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 ! 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 ! i sat up and started to plan my video idea.
𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘧𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 !...𝘯𝘰....𝘩𝘮𝘮𝘮....𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘬𝘵𝘰𝘬 𝘷𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘰 ! 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸𝘴 ! 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 ! 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘨𝘰.
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Alex arrives at my apartment with a cheeky grin across his face. Wierdly, he hugs me "hi will!" he greets as he walks into the apartment "why are you so chirpy?" i smirk. "wow, not even a hello," he jokes "uh, well can a man not be happy?" he asks as he slumps on the couch. "well yeah but you're far from a man" i joke as we both laugh. "fair point, anyway, what a we going to record?" alex asks as i sit next to him. "i was thinking a tiktok video because you know it'll get more views and shit so, sound like a plan?" i explain. "sounds good to me!" he smiles as we go to the bedroom to my setup camera ready.
"right so! today i have compiled a bunch of tiktoks that i havent seen and we're. going to react to them!" i shout for the intro and then start to click onto a tiktok, as we react, alex decides to comment on it "well i mean, im not sure if i can really say anyghing about this seen as, its pretty much me" me and alex laugh hysterically. "well i mean, you're way cuter so its not that many simularities" i comment shyly to myself hoping that he wouldnt ask me- "what?" alex looks over at me in confusion "oh, nothing, nothing, its fine" i say as i unpause the video.
After my comment, the video had less laughter and more awkwardness. I in all fairness didnt want to end the video because for one, he would be gone afterwards and two, he would question me about the comment i made on him. Sadly, it had to end at one point so i watched and reacted to the last tiktok and turned the camera off.
"so will, if you dont mind telling me about that comment you made about me at the start of the video" alex looked at me and waited for me as i gulped. "i knew you'd ask, i guess i'll...say it as it is" i paused for a moment "i love you alex" alex looked dumb-founded. "you? love me?" his stuttering made me anxious. "yes, i do" i shyly mumbled to him. "Why have you never mentioned it before?" alex seemed intrigued. "well, you know, i-i was scared you would reject me" the look on his face...confused me. "why would i reject you?" he asked as if offended that he would reject me. "i dont know, its just a fear i have" i admitted, i've never felt so scared to talk to one of my closest and bestest friends in my life. "will, you fucking idiot! i have loved you for too long and i never had the guts to even hint it" he admitted, with a smile on his face.
"i guess, i love you too" he added, biting his bottom lip. i smiled excited at his reaction to me liking him. i leaned in and kissed him passionately, hearing his soft moans inbetween each kiss. alex suddenly pulled away. "I better head off" he smiles as he gets up and leaves the room, i quickly follow. "bye alex" i shout as i walk through the door. i look down at my phone and text him. walking out, i hear his phone go off.
𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕
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