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9. Bye my loves (M)

A/N: A rollercoaster but enjoy

"Sehun!"

I rub my eyes, frowning. The bed is cold. "Baekhyun you'll wake him. He doesn't need to see me like this." I hear Sehun's voice. I sit up, groaning. My wrists are sore. I try to remember what happened before bed. I'm dressed in sweats and a hoodie. I remember Sehun coming in and when Baekhyun came in and...

I went into heat.

He doesn't need to see me like this.

I swear getting up and quickly going downstairs. Baekhyun whimpers, hiding in Sehun's arms. Sehun stiffens knowing I'm behind him. I don't need him to turn around, his shirts not on. I see MY claw marks, traced down his back and shoulders. Bruises and wounds paint his body. "I-"

I scared Baekhyun and hurt Sehun all over again. "Fuck." I whimper and run out the house. I sprint to Jongin's, jumping the fence. "For fucks sake Chanyeol, stop doing that." Jongin scolds, startled. Concern etched on his face when he sees my expression. "Chan?" Jongin stands, Kyung swimming to the edge of the pool. "What's wrong?" Kyungsoo asks.

"I fucked up." I manage, accepting Jongin's hug. "Why what happened?" Kyung sniffs the air and frowns. "You went into heat." Kyung comments and I nod.

Realization kicks in Jongin's face. "Are they at your house?" I nod, quiet. "Kyung let's go. I have to make sure they are okay. Chan, Stay here okay? I'm sure right now is not a good time to follow."

"Sehun's hurt. Bad." I manage, trying to not cry. "Baekhyun's terrified-" Jongin hushes me and nods. "I know. It's okay." Kyung dries himself quickly. I follow behind them, lingering behind when we reach the house. When the door opens I hear a slight scream of panic. I flinch. "Baekhyun? It's me, Kyungsoo is with me."

I linger outside, guilty. I should've just stayed away from them. Never looked for them. "Jongin? Where's Chanyeol?" Sehun sounds so calm, voice only slightly shaky. "Outside. He's not allowed to come in." Jongin answers back. The door opens wider. "Chan?" Sehun whispers, his voice sad. "I know you didn't mean it." I jump back feeling him touch me. "D-Don't touch me." My eyes wander on the rest of the scratches. "Chanyeol-" He whimpers, dropping his hand. "Sehun come inside please." Jongin sighs. Sehun complies, I notice a slight limp in his step. I fist my hair, hating myself.

"Sehun we have to take you to Yixing." Jongin sighs. "I'll heal." Sehun snaps. "Why is he here?" Baekhyun's voice is meek. "I'll leave." I call, getting up. And I'll just never come back. "Chan!" Sehun calls, hearing what I said. I look back with teary eyes, I can see Baekhyun curled up in fear behind the doorframe. I look away and shift, running blindly somewhere.

Bye my loves.

-Sehun POV-

I sigh, frustrated. Chanyeol never came back home. We've searched everywhere we could think of and can't find him. It's been almost two months now. Baekhyun hit heat twice. He was always uneasy being it only me to help him but there's nothing I could've done. "I'm sorry." Baekhyun whispers, sitting on the floor, watching me sniff Chanyeol's clothes. It's all I'd wear. I miss him. Baekhyun has on Chanyeol's hoodie as well. I shake my head, curling up in a pile of his clothes. His scent is fading from his whole room, making my wolf depressed. I haven't honestly talked or eaten much.

"Sehun." Baekhyun whimpers, "Please talk to me." I stay silent, staring at the wall. Yoora knocks and peeks in, seeing Baekhyun. "Cmon dinner is ready." She coaxes, "Where's sehun?" She questions, finally seeing me in the closet, wrapped in Chanyeol's clothes. "You want to come eat?" I shake my head, burying my face in one of Chanyeol's shirts. She sighs and nods, leading Baekhyun out.