*Keisha's pov*
I'm glad he started to the car again. That might mean he isn't thinking about what just happened a few minutes ago. I just wanted to laugh the whole thing off, but I couldn't just laugh off a crush.
*Eric's pov*
Maybe she just wanted to have a good look at me? She can't like me she knows I'm gay. Does she like me? Is all that's repeating over and over. she can't. She wouldn't. I don't like her, she's not my type. My type is male. Not female. I don't want to hurt her feeling tho. But I can't pretend I like someone I don't. It's not right. That's using their feelings. I'm not going to do that to her,or anyone for that matter. I love her but I can't.
*Keisha's pov*
The whole way to his house was silent. Til I said, "can you drop me off at my house?" I got no response from him. Does he hate me? Does he think I like him? I mean I do but I have to get over it. He's gay. He likes guys not girls. He likes males not females. Thats not his fault. It's mine. I fell for someone that's gay. I'm struggling to find out who i like, and what gender i like. I like guys that's clear. Do I like girls? I'm so confused. In who and what I am. I-i want to know what I am. I'm scared. What if I like girls? What if I can't find the one. I'm so so scared. What if the one person I need leaves? Then what.
