10 years where i loved you the most chinese novel (Eng)

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I have been living slowly... It doesn’t matter if you think about it. If you don’t come back, you won’t come back. You used to wait for me. Now I have been waiting for you for a long time.

Times.

Knowing the book, I don’t know why I haven’t dreamt of you for a long time. The more I listen to my heart during the day, the more my dreams are at night.

A lonely loneliness. Is it... you are actually not willing to see me again? I often think of things from the past, I don’t care about you... I myself

Feeling cruel, I feel that it is really unfair to you. I regret it all the time, hate myself why I didn’t have a better life for you, blame myself.

I have never really condone you once. I know it is wrong now.

But you are so far away, not even turning back, a chance to remedy is not left to me.

I still remember that you used to say that you liked the puppy most. I don't want to let you raise it. Now Akita’s Akita is half a year old, acquaintance, stranger

The temper of a stranger is still not good. Every day I have to take time to take care of you. You like animals so much. When did you come back and liberate me? Song Zhu

It’s almost impossible to eat, and the dog brought him in the daytime, which has plagued many of his office’s flowers and important documents.

Years later, I went to find Ai Ziyu, and I used to go back to the coat that you left behind. How can I leave that coat to him?

I remember that I bought it for you seven years ago. I took you to see the snow. It was a cold night, and the coat I bought was too big. You didn’t have it.

Eight wears, and I wrap my pockets in my arms. After that, you put this coat on seven winters, I remember it.

Ai Ziyu looks at my eyes or is cold and hateful, but it is normal. He likes you so much. But last time I went to find what he wanted you, he looked at me.

There are my most disgusted sympathy and sorrow in my eyes. He still can't understand me better, but there is nothing wrong with it except that you passed away.

Anyway... I won't believe him.

But after I got home that day, I was thinking, you may be really angry, I am not willing to come back, what should I do? what can I do

What? I thought for a long time, and suddenly I felt that I could go to you, to the places that you mentioned to me and I never had the chance to take you with.

The company handed over to Jing Wen and Song Assistant, and the profit loss is not too important for me. It is only because of the doping inside.

Too much about your memory.

When I went to Florence last month to pack my bags at home, I found a collection of pictures hidden by your baby Beibei in the closet.

Or when I was secretly painting in high school, I started with a lot of faces. When you were in class, you listened carefully to class and I looked at you. Later, there was also a positive face.

Because, after we are together, I can finally see you brightly.

However, your possession is really strict, I thought that this painting has long been lost. It’s also hard for you to come out from home fourteen years ago and secretly follow me.

Nothing, remember to bring my paintings. I don't know if you are shy or how, never told me, even I have collapsed.

Seven hours from the train from Milan to Florence, I have been watching the paintings that I have painted for you. It seems that I can see you at the age of sixteen.

Sitting by the window, the hair of the sun and the eyelashes are adorned with golden light.

The neighbor is an old couple from France, old and very loving, and the ten fingers have been firmly tied together. I saw them when they

I smiled and greeted me in English.

After I got used to it, I held them to introduce you to them. They praised you for being really good looking. I am very happy. I said, this is my favorite.

People. That feeling is really great, you are just like being with me, someone asks you, someone remembers you and I have been together, and always

Will be together.

Florence is very beautiful, just like the paintings you have shown to me, the spires of the glittering church in the setting sun, the color is harmonious and warm.

The town is like a fairy tale. But I didn't wait for you like the perfect ending of the story.

After returning home, I stayed at home for two months. Jingwen still worried about what happened to me. He advised me to check the heart again. I know that I am fine, I have passed.

In the first half of the year when you first disappeared, the problems in your heart were slowly hidden. I don't want it to hurt my heart, because it tends to be a sign.

It is not a good thing.

One week before I went out again, I went to donate the bone marrow. It was not a sudden kindness. I just thought of you. I hope that everyone will donate it.

Some, if you can use it, you will be good and good.

I went to Argentina this time and went to Iguazu Falls. You have been a fan of Liang Chaowei Zhang Guorong for a while, and I saw "Spring Breeze"

There are dozens of times, I don't like to watch movies, but I have always remembered a few lines for a long time.

I may be really emotional. When I stood under the waterfall, I suddenly remembered that Liang Yaohui stood alone under the waterfall. I and he both thought, this

Two people should stand under the waterfall.

Is there a chance to start from scratch?

Knowing books, when I think of you, I am more and more disgusted with travel. I have seen so many beautiful scenery on my own, and the loneliness in my heart is getting heavier and heavier. Because I always

I will think, if you are by my side, how good it should be.

But I will learn to be patient and wait forever, and redeem my sin a little bit in the days when you don’t come back, let me know what I used to bring.

Give you cold and hurt, day and night minutes and seconds. I walked through the road, did something wrong, and gradually realized that things can't be back as I wish.

The head may be too late. I don't ask for forgiveness, I just want to wait for you, use my future, use all my strength and life.

I don't know if I have done so much, and there is no future life, so all I can do is to wait for you in this world.

  Because I love you.

May you RIP.