WARING: SELF HARM AND DEATH
"Sometimes everything doesn't have a happy ending like in some movies."
- Y/n Y/l/n
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I just realized that I am sad, like I am alway sad but sometimes I don't even notice.
SORRY, THAT I AM JUST WRITING SAD IMAGINES BUT IT'S JUST I AM IN MY SAD VIBE. BUT I AM JUST GETTING INTO IT ALSO CUZ SEASON 3 OF 13 REASONS WHY IS COMING OUT TOMORROW!!!
as you can see right above of what i'm wrote i was not okay.
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Y/n pov
I just don't want to be here. I just want to disappear forever. I can't take it anymore.
I get off the bus and run down to my house. I lock myself in the bathroom. I open the cupboard I get-.
"Y/n Y/l/n get your ass in here." I hate my parents they abuse me and just use me as there slave, they don't even know that I am a real human and not just an object.
"Your boyfriend is here." I hear my brother say.
"Hey Colby." I said opening the front door.
"Hey Y/n." I go outside with him.
"Well I got to go, love you." Colby said looking at me with his ocean blue eyes, that has a sprinkler and shine in the light that is my light in the dark.
"Colby, I love you and I will alway be with you."
"I will alway be with you too."
"Sometimes everything doesn't have a happy ending like in movies." I hug him. One last time, and walk home.
Missing Colby, is going to be hard but I will be looking after him after all.
I walk to my room quietly to not wake up my parents. I open the door and run to my bed where I get some papers and a pencil.
I start writing to everyone and explain why I can't be here no more. I leave them on the bed.
I got to the bathroom and lock the door. I go under the cupboard and pick up my razor. I open the tab of the bathroom shower. I go to inside of the tub.
I lift up my sleeves and start cutting myself.
My body is screaming but somehow my brain tells me to keep doing it.
I see me and Colby at the park were I first met him. I was 'running away' from my parents when I was 6. That day we play all day long.
Holding my phone and opening snapchat. Seeing that Colby post a video on his private story of him. Out of nowhere my belly back flips. Oh no.
I'm catching feelings.
As I cut myself more and more. The voices are starting to blur, everything turns pitch black. I leave the beautiful world that I had to leave for some of the unpleasant people that I know.
Colby pov
As I am thinking what Y/n.
"Sometimes everything doesn't have a happy ending like in movies." What does that mean. Think Colby think.
Ugh now it's time to think about what Mr. Allen told you about poetry.
I run to Y/n's parents house, even tho it is late I need to safe my best friend, my world.
Bang on their door. As I was about to bang again I see Y/n mom.
"What is all this about?" She said in a bad mood since I just wake her up. I walk past her. I hear the water running coming from the bathroom.
I run to the door and break it. I see a lifeless. Y/n. I run to her and hug her.
"NO NO!!!" I call 911. After they came it was too late. I was cover with blood. With her blood.
I go to her room. I see letters there.
Colby.
Mom.
Dad.
I pick mine up.
Third person pov
Colby,
This is not the way I wanted this to end. You are my best friend my everything. I love you. I catch feelings for you. You are my first love and my last but i'm happy about it. You are the person that I want to do everything with you but I couldn't take the pressure of any of this. You are probably the only person that cared about me.
I remember when we first went to high school and you didn't like this girl that had the guts to tell you to go on a date with her. You pretend that I was your girlfriend for the rest of the year.
Cole Robert Brock I love you more than a friend or a best friend. I wanted you to be with me but I guess it won't happen. Sometimes everything doesn't have a happy ending like in movies.
With all the love from my heart,
- Y/n l/n
