I loveD you

Saddest Birthday EVER..

YOHOOOOH!!! Bukas na Birthday ko!

Excited na ako! Dami kong money tomorrow!

Oh, I know!

I can treat my Best Friend!

Ano kaya sasabihin niya? May surprise kaya--

Bigla kong naisip na parang WEIRD..

Usually pag magbibirthday ako binabug ako ni Kat

Pero now?

NO TRACE OF HER AT ALL!

Where is she by the way?

Hinanap ko siya and finally nakita ko rin siya..

Sisigaw na sana ako ng "KAT BHEZ!!" but I realized na may kausap siyang group of people..

Naghide ako sa isang wall and peek from time to time..

Their talk is kinda long..

They're laughing and they look happy being around each other..

I felt a pang of Jealousy pero I pushed the thought away..

I mean Kat and I know each other for like all our lives.

Lahat ng bagay alam ko na sa kanya,

pati nga amo'y ng utot ng isa't isa alam namin..

We treat each other as real sisters, wala kaming mga Sik--

"Alam niyo ba I'm going out with Frank na!, and tomorrow we're going to a date! Kyaaahh!! Excited na ako!"

---Kreto I continued..

Wait!

HUH??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Hindi ko alam to ah! pero it can't be!

wala kaming sikre-sikreto sa isa't isa..

"Alam na ba ni Ann Yan?" Question ng isang girl

It's been two minutes since tinanong siya nung girl..

finally..

"Not yet. I'm planning not to tell her 'cause--"

I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE REST OF IT!

just those words are enough, enough to conclude that...

SHE DOESN'T TRUST ME AS MUCH AS BEFORE.

Why? Why Kat?

Did I do something wrong?

Nang makita ko ang pinto ng banyo pumasok kaagad ako at pumunta sa isang cubicle and lock it.

I punched the wall and cried because of the pain,

pero not because I punched the wall

but because

My heart hurts so much..

I heard the bell rang..

I didn't care about it..

BIRTHDAY

Pumasok ako sa room na parang walang nangyari kahapon..

Kat started to walk to me..

"Morning! O bakit nag cut ka yesterday? may problema ba?" She asked.

"ah, sumama kasi pakiramdam ko kahapon kaya I decided na umuwi na lang. Sorry." I replied to her.

LUNCH TIME

"Ann, half day ako ngayon. see you tomorrow nalang. Bye" Then she's gone.

"Yeah, goodbye" I mumbled.

Pumunta ako sa seat ko and eat by myself..

Suddenly Jay and his new friend Eric talk to me.

"Hey Ann! Happy Birthday!" Sabi ni Jay. He handed me a gift.

"Thank you. Akala ko wala ng nakakaalala ng birthday ko." I faked a smile.

"Happy Birthday Ann, Sorry I couldn't buy you a gift di ko kasi alam ang gusto mo eh" Eric said.

"Buti ka pa.." I trailed off.

"Ano?" He asked.

"Nothing. Never mind." i said.

"Hey, I saw Kat hurrying a while ago. What is she up to?" Jay asked.

"I don't know she didn't tell me anything" I said in a low voice.

"What happened? Did you two have a fight?" HE asked.

"No. No we didn't" I said.

"You guys are weird today, Btw what did she give you today?" He asked.

There was a pause.

Then I started to say,

"Nothing. She didn't even greet me." I said bitterly.

"What? I thought she's you best friend?" Eric asked.

"Yes she is but sometimes not." I told him.

"I don't get it." He said.

"Me neither" Jay said.

"Ah alam ko na! Maybe she chose a guy over her best friend!" ERIC EXCLAIMED!

I'm totally shocked! How can he be so accurate?

DAMN!

They started to laugh and agree with each.

Pain is building up inside me.

"WOULD YOU GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP!?" I snapped.

"Ann?" Eric asked bewildered.

"Hey, we're sorry okay? stop crying na" Jay added.

Crying?

I'm.. crying?

Oh great. I didn't even realize that my tears are already FALLING..