Hey guys its 5:40 am and I just woke up from a good/bad dream I had. I'm not going to tell the whole dream but it was really of me and my crush PEAR getting close and at one point holding hands.
What was weird about it was it didnt feel like we were holding hands in the dreams, it was as if we were pretending it wasnt happened. But tgen at one point of the dream, PEAR let go of my sweary hand and began to avoid me.
This had me mortified. I mean it seemed as if he liked me, but then only gave his friends rhe time of day. This had me thinking, what if PEAR really likes me in real life but is afraid to be judged by it? Weird I know its just an idea im probably wrong.
So anyway I just wanted to share that because..I really have strong feelings for this guy. I want him to know he likes me sometime or another. Its been three years almost four of me liking him, I want to get it over with so I'm not falling for a guy who doesn't want me too..
Im going to sleep now, guys please share your thoughts and give me pointers, I'm not really sure what to do....💗💗
