Chapter 13/ deeply fucked /
My imagination was everywhere. I would simply be doing something easy and look over and imagine he's there, with me. Thank god I get to see his face today, his adorable face. Just a few more hours 4 to be exact. I just want him.
I'll get some sleep, it'll help my soon to come jet lag.
Dream cycle 3
I looked over to see him, standing perfectly still. He catches my stare and his face lights up with a wide smile. I look back in front of us to see some random person who I care nothing about, I look back and he laughs and runs off. I smile and run after him, but he disappears. I look around, the world around me starts to darken. Then I heard it,
So I ran towards the small giggle and was horrified at what I'd seen, it couldn't be true, I... i-
Dream cycle 3 over
I hated that dream, I didn't want to think about it anymore, what I had seen what horrific. I never needed that. I don't know what I do now, I looked down at my phone, that took two hours from the long flight, now I kinda just have to sit here in my dream.
/time skip/
A sigh escaped my lips, I wasn't to pleased to be greeted with Canada air, but I missed it. That's ironic since I hate this place but oh well, you hate to see it. My eyes met with someone who I've been wanting to see so bad until that dream, that dream made me hate this moment. He smiled and walked over to me, and a smile still made its way to my face, the dream I had was far behind me as his warmth filled my body.
My hunger to have him in my arms was filled and I couldn't ask for more, maybe to feel his lips against my own- or- I... no. I'm not in love with this guy. The hug was pulled away, the warmth was still with me like I held stuck onto my body oh god. I am in love with this guy.
"I missed you. " he said, breaking our silence. "I... I missed you too. " I opened the car trunk and shoved my bags in with ease. The dream came into my mind and I frowned I didn't need this right now: I opened the door to the car and hoped in, the music was the only noise.
The sound of a cellphone ringing echoed the car, and I looked down for it to be Noglas. Huh it says ex don't answer as the contact. Shit. I'm in love with someone who isn't even over their ex. I'm fucked. I'm deeply fucked. He grabbed the phone and said to not talk and answered.
"What do you want. " he said it as more of a statement than a question, knowing well I was in a deep hole I listened to what he said and shut my mouth. "No I can't give you money, I'm so tired of you, I was with you for three years. Three years I could have been happier but no I was with you, leave me alone Caliber. " he hung up and yelled. "God! I fucking hate him. " he dropped his phone into his lap and cursed under his breath.
This will not end will.
