Hatred

Chapter 13

It's been 1 week since you've been staying at Yoongi's place and since then you still don't have a job...

You tried your best to look for a job but faith is not good at you this time...since your not  contributing any to Yoongi to help him on the expenses,you decided to at least  help him doing the chores... You wash dishes and clean the unit...

You saw a laundry basket at the side near the bathroom it's not that full yet and you decided to wash his clothes..

It's already 5pm and while you wait for the clothes to be done you checked on the fridge..it's full of stocks.. you search and decide what to cook...

Yoongi will be home anytime soon...so it's better if he arrives foods already at the table..at least to pay him off...

You're done with his clothes and cooking food...and decide to wait him on the living room..you turn on the TV and watch some programs...

And then the door rang...

You stood up and turn on the knob...you saw a smiling Yoongi...

Hey! I'm sorry if I went late just need to discuss something to Nash... Why is he explaining to me? It's like we are a couple..

You shook your head..ah no it's fine.. actually I cook us dinner...well if you don't mind me touching your fridge...you giggled...

Nah.. I don't bother.. he enters the door and put his bag on the sofa

Hmm.. smells good! What did you cook? He went to the dining table and uncover the food that was laying on the table...

Well.. just a simple food...you smiled at him..

He excitedly sits in the table and you follow him..

And you called this simple...? Thanks for the food... I miss home cooks..

He started to munch on the beef bulgogi you cooked he seems to like it and you started eating....

You put on some kimchi on his plate using your chopstick...

He looks at you and say thank you...

By the way Rhea...I talked to Jimin last night and he promise to drop by here anytime this weak...

Okay... That's all you said to him...

After you finished dinner...you decided to go to the bedroom... You saw yoongi's clothes that you washed a while ago and decide to hand them to him..

He was sitting at his study table and busy on his laptop.

Am.. Yoongi. ?

Hmm? He was typing

I-i actually wash your clothes a while ago..where can I put them?

He turn his head to you and looked at the clothes that was neatly folded on your hands

Hey! He stood up ... You don't have to do this...! I can do it my self..

Well...that's the only thing I can do for you to say thank you for keeping me here...you look down on your feet...

He stand in front of you and took the clothes he put in on the bed and went to you again...

He lifted your chin...you don't have to thank me Rhea...! He was looking at your eyes...

You felt a bit nervous...Yoongi never was this close to you.. even back then...

Keeping you safe if okay with me...! Then he went back to the study table...

I'll just finished my work board then I'll go to sleep you better go ahead...he said to you while his eye is busy on the laptop..

You stood behind him....you don't know but you have this burst of emotions you can't named them...and then you found yourself...hugging him behind..

His body stiffs at first and then he caress your arms wrapping onto him..

Thank you Yoongi...you started to cry.. I don't know what will going to happen with me without you...

And then Yoongi stood up... He held your shoulders and look into your eyes...

Stay with me Rhea....he said softly...

You looked at him confused..

Let's live together...

You can't say anything.... Your not even in a relationship with him.. why would he ask for such thing...

W-what do you mean live together...? You released from his hands...

Live with me... Be my partner...

He walks towards you... I like you Rhea...

It is as if something is blocking on your throat... You want to say something...but you just can't..you keep on looking at him...

Think about it Rhea...I know we had  fights when we were Young but I like you back then...

B-but why are you ignoring me? You manage to say to him...

He look down...I'm too furious to accept it that I like you...and I can't even accept that I have a bad boy image planted on your head... And make it worst when you keep on cleaning the mess I do... It hurts my ego...

You silently laughed at him...but image of Namjoon registered on your face...

You loosen on his grip...

I-im sorry Yoongi...I just can't right now...

I'm not okay-

I'll help you get over with him...his voice sounds helpless...

You looked at Yoongi... He's been nice to you since the both of you met... And you can't just use him to help you forget about Namjoon... You need a closure...but youre too afraid to face it...

Y-yoongi...I don't want to be unfair with you... Hope you understand that... You hugged him...

I understand....maybe it's too late for me I guess? Well... You can stay here as long you want... Okay?...c'mon go to sleep...

You felt guilty for him but you just can't start another relationship with you and Namjoon are not yet settled... If you and Namjoon can't be together you can't do anything about it.... You just need closure so you can move on with your life...

You head to the bed and put on the comforter...

Then you saw Yoongi went to the foam on the floor and about to lay down..

Am Yoongi!? It's fine with me if you sleep here...you sit on the bed and called him...

He shook his head... I'm okay here dont worry...

You stood up...please.. I feel bad you sleeping there...while I'm too comfortable here...I won't mind! Please?

He smiled at you and get his blanket on the floor

He put on a big pillow in between you and lay down...

You smiled back at him...

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I'm sorry about this update.... I tried to update as much as I can hehehe...it's just that ive been busy with my work....

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