I Miss You

Chapter 26

January 11, 1992

It's been four months, and Eric and I are separated I can't believe he put me and our kids in danger I really love him, but I can't forgive him for what he did.

Do you love him?. Mya asked sitting next to me

Yes I love him, but I can't be with someone who puts us at risk, and plus he's always at the studio instead of being with us. I said crying

Stop crying Sasha he said he was sorry I mean I know what he did was wrong, but it's Suge's fault for hurting you. Mya said

Eric shouldn't have went to his studio in the first place, and I wouldn't have lost my baby, I lost my baby boy and I can't forgive him. I said looking at Elena

What about Elena why can't you just stay together for her she needs both of her parents in her life. Mya said

I know, but I can't keep doing this to Elena I have to do what's best for her, and breaking up with Eric is what's best. I said

The next day

Today Eric called saying he wants to see Elena, and of course talk about our separation. Now that we're going to talk I can tell him everything that's on my mind.

Hey there's my princess?. Eric said picking up Elena and hugging her

So what you wanna talk about. Eric said playing with Elena

Eric you know what I wanna talk about, but not in front of Elena. I said taking Elena in her room

Look Sasha i really love you ok, and I know what I did was messed up but believe me when I tell you I'm sorry. Eric said

Eric I'm tired of hearing you're sorry now I want us to get a divorce. We both have the right to see other people, and we have to have a schedule for Elena. I said

Beauty please you can't do this I'm really sorry, WE'RE NOT GETTING A DIVORCE I LOVE YOU I WANT US TO BE A FAMILY AGAIN. Eric said getting on his knees

ERIC I REALIZED THAT BEING WITH YOU HAS IT'S GOODS AND BADS, AND RIGHT NOW I WANT TO BE HAPPY FOR THE PAST YEAR I'VE BEEN HAPPY MORE HAPPY THEN I'VE BEEN IN YEARS, BUT WHEN I LOST MY BABY I STOPPED LOVING YOU THAT VERY MOMENT. I yelled

Sasha I told you I was sorry what more so you want me to do I didn't know he was going to hurt you or my son, but that isn't my fault it kills me everyday know I don't have another son. Eric said crying

ERIC I'M NOT CHANGING MY DECISION I'M GOING TO GET THE PAPERWORK AND I WANT YOU TO SIGN THEM. I said walking away

That was Chapter 26 I hope it was good. Thanks for all the love