Hmm? Social climbers.... fake friends. .. I encounter them all...bullshit. I stand in the rail ways of this universities rooftop. Ugh! You can say that I'm the worst, I have everything but not taking this seriously. You don't know my story, so let me tell you a brief story of Lee Dabin's life. Huh, I inhale the vanilla choco flavor of my vape. Little Dabin is smart, know how to socialize, good in sports and academics. Never hurt anyone, always obey. But as she grew older, she realized something. Her parents, my parents okay... are so inlove with money. Yeah, you heard it right. Money, money, money... They say money can buy you happiness, money can rule this world, money makes power and those shits are killing me. I don't care about the money, all I want is ....their love. And they failed to show it, my birthdays...holidays... their presence are not here. I live in this mansion together with my servants, sometimes my cousins are here to comfort me but it's not enough. And you know what? I can also graduate without going to school, because my parents can buy them. It was my intention not to go there for them to notice me. I even dye my hair into red, and even cut it. I drink all night, party everywhere.... I also tried to kill my life but I failed, I ruin my life! Huh... and still not even their shadows came to guidance me or yell at me. Then after that I will receive a letter from them saying that they deposit a million in my account together with a car keys. Why? Why are they like that? Am I their child? What am I to them?
If you fall, your one hundred fifteen bones will crushed. I hope that your brain will still function so that your family can turn you into a cyborg. You better get down now couz, Ahin is looking for you. I don't know the exact reason but I guess she'll be needing one of your island. I heard she's throwing a party for her acquaintances. And by the way, I point out her vape it's not allowed here. She threw it out and jump near me. You also smell Dabin, when is the last time you take a bath? She ignored me and walk out first. Hmmm.... I hope you get better. I miss the old Dabin....
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204? I went straight to Ahin's classroom, sit at the back and slept for fifteen minutes. After that she gave me water, and I gave my permission and the keys to my small villa. I feel like I've been watched, but I didn't dare to look in her direction. She's just one of the social climbers that I encounter here in this University so I better not give any attention. After I gave the keys, I left and leave this classroom.
Sometimes I got bored so I fight, then when I'm tired I leave this school and drink. That's my daily routine, if my cousins needs my help I'm always at their back. Sometimes I want to be used.... hmmm I'm tired. Whenever I see couple or lovey dovey, I can't help to get jealous. But no one can love for who I am, and I bet that if they knew that I am a Lee. Everyone will follow me like crazy and I don't want that to happen. It's better to live alone , I wish I never born as Lee. I just want a normal life. .. a happy life.
