I feel the water (BoyxBoy)

Dear Diary.

Observers Pov.

,,25th of June 1719 

Dear Diary,

I have now been on the Juno for two weeks.My sister is Married by now. It has been a living hell but really not as bad as i had expected. Yes i have been treated awefull but that was expected. The Tasks i've been given are fairly easy and Captain Iso seems impressed by my determination. Yesterday he said ,,You know what i like about you?" i didn't so i responded with a ,,No" he answered ,,You aren't like other slaves we captured. You are confident and firery yet you don't complain" i don't know if that was a compliment or not since Captain Iso isn't easy to read. Infact it is nearly impossible for me to read him. One of the Many things i hate about him. Another thing is how his Cabin is on the Very top of the ship. That means i really have to concentrate to pick up a little water from the ocean. That really is frustrating but this way i can train myself to use my powers. Yesterday after i cooked for the whole crew i wasn't permitted to eat with the Crew but instead i had to eat with Captain Iso. and that was really akward. But that's ok. He hasn't been trying to sleep with me yet wich is a good thing. I have to say i am glad to be so unnatractive. I will see how thing here will Go. 

Your dearest Elia."

1st of November  1719

Dear Diary,

I have been on this Ship for 144 days. 36  weeks is a long Time. Me and my dear Emilia have found a way to write. She writes a Message,puts in a bottle and throws it in the sea. It always finds me after a few days wich is Probably because of Who i am. A water witch. The last few months i have had dreams of The ocean. It talked to me and touched me. I can feel the Oceans emotions and even when i'm awake i can feel that the Ocean is alive. It has always been. So apparantly i can Talk to the Ocean in my dreams. But now to how i have been. I am honestly feeling Great. The ocean is giving me some feelings of safety. But enough about the Ocean for Now. I have managed to befriend some of the crew members. There are exactly 29 crew members but me and the Captain. I'm not going to Name everyone right now but the ones i have gotten Close with. William a brittish man , 39 years old ,brown hair with Gray  tipps,Dark brown eyes . He keeps treating me like i were his child.  Alfred, a german man,48 years old,blonde locks and plump  brown eyes. He always Gives me Little treats and listens to the Storys that i tell him. Nandro,spanish,24 years old,blue eyes,darker skin,black hair. He's pretty silent and likes to sit with me and just enjoy the quiet.We also have a pretty good friendship. None of them know that i am not a women since of course Captain Iso wants me to continue acting like a Woman and no one has noticed.He is sometimes very cold and rude towards me. Wellhe is always rude but often in a very mean way. Sometimes he tells me i'm worthless and ugly or that i'm stupid and useless.Many times he hits me but i expected that. Captain Iso often sits in his Cabin with me. He by his desk and i On the bed. He's planning and i'm writing. My little storys and poems and letters. Letters that i will never send. Since i've been living with Thomas,Shik told me to write letters to people where i tell them what i think about them but to never send them.  It does really help process alot of stuff and i am glad he intreduced me to this method. Now. the Juno has been to Land twice now. I wasn't alowed to go to land but i of course didn't complain. I of course wanted to go to land but i don't want to be annoying so i kept my mouth shut. I always keep my mouth shut because i don't want to risk anything. Yesterday i have recieved a letter from Nacro. 

,,My dearest , Elia                                                                                                                                                                     we miss you dearly. Thomas is constantly asking if you are alright. He just wants you back. To be honest,we all do. I guess we took you for grantedand never really apreciated your existence but now that you are gone it's a living hell. I miss our talks and how you used to smile at me when i stepped into the room. And even though Emilia is the best wive and woman i could ever know, i of course still miss you,one of my best friends. My sister in law. Or brother. Wich ever you prefer. I have discovered how beautiful you really were. I just want to see you again. I want you to meet your nephew or niece. That's right. Emilia is pregnant. She is going to give birth soon. I will write you when it's here.  I can't stop thinking about you Elia. I really love you my dear. You truely are my best friend. I hope to one day see you again.                                                      Your dearest Nacro Rosmarie"