Always You - Sequel to 'Why'

Part 1

A/N - THIS IS A SEQUEL SO IF YOU HAVE NOT READ 'WHY', PLEASE DON'T SPOIL IT AND PLEASE READ 'WHY' FIRST. Thank you. X
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Unexpected plans

*2 weeks after Shawn and Parker broke up*

It's been 2 weeks. It's gotten to me, It's hit me hard. He's always on my mind, constantly. He just won't leave.

"Park?" A voice whispered as they opened my bedroom door. "I worried Parker." She said. It was Amy. "You haven't left your bedroom for 2 weeks now." She said handing me my dinner.

I couldn't speak. Not about him.

"Park? Please, let me help."

"How?" I said quietly.

"Tell me. Speaking to someone really helps."

"I can't but....."

"But?" She asked.

No! I thought to myself. I've been sick for 2 months now but I think it's my emotions playing. I was sick before, got better but now the emotions are kicking in. Depression, heartbreak. It's making me feel physically sick too. That happens, right?

"Park? What is it?" She said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Nothing." I said, looking at my hands that were shaking.

"You're shaking?" She said, grabbing my hands. "Parker please. Tell me." She said, staring into my eyes.

"I've just ..... just haven't been well for a while now, mentally for these past weeks but also physically for maybe a month. I did eat something dodgy a little while ago but now it's just my mind though." I said brushing it off.

"Parker?...... When do you feel sick the most?" She asked half shocked.

"In the........ mornings." I said, realising what the meant. "It can't be!" I cried out.

"Parker. I understand. I'm here for you. Let's go to the shop and just see?"

"But it can't be." I said looking into her eyes, seeing my own horrible reflection.

"Parker. Just see, yeah?"

I nodded and she pulled me up off my bed.

My legs collapsed but Amy caught me, luckily.

"Parker, you're really ill also from the lack of eating. Please look after yourself. If it is,.... you know, then please look after yourself. You will have to be healthy, for the both of you." She said, hoping I would agree.

I couldn't say anything. It just can't be. It's my mind. Or is it?

She took my hand and guided me to Quinn's room. I carried on crying as we entered his room.

"Please look after Aaron. We will be back in 5 minutes. Okay?" Amy said to Quinn who was on his Xbox.

"Of cour.... Park are you Okay?" He asked seeing the mess I was. "You haven't left your room in ages?" He questioned.

"I'm okay." I whimpered.

"Okay. Well do what you got to do. I'm gonna head down to play with Aaron in the living room." He said turning off his Xbox.

We all head downstairs. I was greeted with a huge hug on the leg by Aaron.

"Where you been?" He tried to say.

"Upstairs in my bedroom." I said, bending down to him giving him a huge hug in return.

"Okay." He said kissing my check, making it wet.