Drugs and Cuddles - ForthMing

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Forth's POV.

another day... another high... another low... same damn feelings. alone - depressed - angry - those are just some of the ways to describe how I'm feeling right now. It wasn't always like this... I used to be normal... but everything changed after he left me for that bastard of a doctor. Jokes on him though... he left him as well... for his best friend. I love karma. But karma sure does hate me.

I've been numb since then. I didn't realize that love could fuck me up so much... I don't get why he fucks me up so much though... it's been three years, why can't I get over it? eh, he was a slut any way - who the fuck cares about him anyway?

"need another hit?" Arthit asked and I nodded taking the cigarette and lighter from him. Our juniors looked at us like we were crazy, they just don't understand. No one understands. I don't understand.

"You alright?" Kongpob asked sitting beside both of us - kissing Arthit on the lips before hitting my shoulder. I nodded, Arthit did as well and hugged his husband. they got married last summer, it was cute - I'll admit. It was beautiful. Instead of rings, they exchanged gears, not the Sotus ones. But custom made gold gears on a string (necklace). Neither of them wanted rings - The gears mean more to them.

Cheesy bastards.

Ming's POV.

I woke up this morning and the first thing I'm greeted by is my roommates yelling, crying, and moaning. Why do i live with these idiots?

Wayo was yelling at his boyfriend, Kit, they were fighting over what to eat for breakfast. Kit was crying because he burned his hand. And Phana + Beam were moaning... for obvious reasons...

I hate being the single guy living in a house full of love sick puppies. It fucking sucks.

I got up and showered, grabbed some toast, and then ran to the college because I was already an hour and a half late for the morning Sotus meeting.

"How late am i?" I asked falling in front of my three friends, Forth, Arthit, Kongpob.

"very late." Forth glared and blew smoke in my face. I flinched and sat next to the married couple instead.

"sorry... I overslept again... no one woke me up,” I mumbled and Forth rolled his eyes.

"you're an adult. wake yourself up," Forth is so rude to me... 

But I love him,
so it's ok.
I just wish he'd love me back...