(On Hold)
Everybody has something in their past that they would like to forget. From the riches to the poorest, to the saddest to the happiest, last but not least youngest to oldest. True be told that everybody also have a different way of dealing w...
As I closed the door; I slide down it, burying my face in my hands. 'Levi, you can't get to close to him...otherwise, it's going to be him all over again.'
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath in then exhaling.
"We are just hanging out....nothing more, we not even friends we are simply two people hanging out." As much as I liked for that to sound convincing it didn't. 'You can't get close to him, no matter what.' The voice inside my head is the one who helped me keep my distance from outsider. That's the only way I can keep my heart from being hurt.
Standing up slowly from the floor,I my way to my bathroom. I look a mess, my hair was all over the place, my skin looked more paler then how my skin usually looks.
I turn the knob on, starting the shower.
Stripping from my previous clothes, I look at my body in the long full body mirror hanging on the wall.
The scars on my back, made me shiver at the thought of him. I stepped into the shower, letting the warm water greet me.
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I decided to clean my entire house after my shower, trying to keep my mind off of unwanted thoughts. After I was finally done cleaning, I laid on my bed looking over at the clock. 7:00pm. I texted Eren, little did he know I had his number already. I just needed something to actually get my mind from wondering off into a dark place.
L: Hey brat, be at my house in exactly 10 mins.
E: Wow, so you already had my number, smh I'll be there.
I didn't bother texting back, instead I got ready to put on a little show.
I walked over to dresser, pulling out my black laced thong and a black see through long sleeve shirt. I didn't bother putting on any bottoms, I slide on my black lace cardigan sweater that reached all the way down to my feet. I decided to put on heels this time, since I didn't put on heels last time I danced for him.
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(I'mma give y'all a visuals^)
Sliding on my 6-inch heels, I made sure it wasn't covering my ankle bracelet then made my way over to a room down the hall from my bedroom.
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