Waited too long

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I don't wanna wait until it's over
I don't wanna wait until it's gone
I can't wait until tomorrow
'Cause I been waiting for so long

Enrique, Coming home

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Everyone was getting ready, for Yixing's wedding. Their teammate was going to get married, how could they not be excited and happy. Except one person.

Kim Junmyeon. He was in his room, keeping himself locked. Everyone tried to make him, talk to them, but he didn't want to talk. He didn't want to talk with anyone.

He was crying, remembering all those their moments together, with the bitterness of betrayal. 'How could Yixing do that to him.' This was the thought going through in his mind. He cried, and cried, those salty drops, were so ready to came out from his eyes.

"Hyung~~ please. " He heard Chanyeol's worried voice. He thought they had went there, but the voice again answered his thought.

"They are gone. Can I come in now? " Chanyeol's voice was weak, like he didn't want to say something that Suho wouldn't like.

Junmyeon wiped his eyes and stood up from the floor, he walked towards slowly and stumbling, his legs were feeling numb and so weak, the he afraid if he shattered down into pieces.

As he opened the door, he stumbled, Chanyeol grabbed his hand and hugged him, tightly. He was feeling so numb, the warmth of Chanyeol was comforting, but that was not him, whom he wanted it to be.

Chanyeol was sobbing," I'm sorry, hyung." His sobs were louder, making Junmyeon cry and broke down, once more.

The younger carried his fragile hyung into the room and sat him on the bed. Junmyeon grabbed the pillow beside him and cluthed it so close to him, his eyes were getting red and wet by all those salty tears coming out from his eyes. That pain..

"Look at me hyung-" Chanyeol lifted Junmyeon's chin up and made him look at himself, "I know how are you feeling."

"NO-" Junmyeon looked away," No one knows, no one. " he palmed his face, sobbing a lot louder than before. "I do, hyu-"

"Like how? Do you ever loved someone?" Junmyeon snapped at the younger, he wasn't able to control his emotions. He was feeling so out of control. Yixing was good at this, to keeping him in control.

Chanyeol looked down, fiddling with his tee shirt, when Junmyeon was going to say something more harsh, he spoke up," You remember that night, we played truth and dare?" Chanyeol didn't look up for any response, he was so afraid and weak to do so.

Junmyeon was looking at him, confused. " When Kris, Luhan and Tao, were in the team. When Kris kissed me. "

"But that was just a game. " Junmyeon replied," What do you want to tell me?" He added.

"He kissed me, after that game too. He kissed me, many times. He said that he loves to kiss me, but then one day he left, without an explanation, nothing for me. He played with my feelings. I felt the same way hyung. The way you are feeling. Unworthy and betrayed. " Still Chanyeol didn't look up. Junmyeon was shocked, he hugged the fragile man in front of him, with all the strength that left in him.

Chanyeol broke down in the warmth of his hyung's embrace. "Hyung, don't I worth the love? Am I that bad that he doesn't want to love me? " Younger's questions was breaking the hyung.

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